Compiled by Carolina Oquendo

Q – Dear Master, I feel like I’m ready for things to change in my life. Why does “the change” that feels so close – half a breath away, as you say – still elude me? 

You’re still looking outside for it. And I know it’s very, very difficult. You’ve had so many lifetimes of the illusion that it’s outside and suddenly you’re going down the road of life and suddenly you take a sharp, sharp right turn; actually, almost 180-degree turn saying, “Oh, no. Actually, it is all my energy.” That’s okay. It takes a little bit to let that sink in.

But what’s happening right now, I’m proud to say, is that you’re now understanding that it’s all on the inside, and you become in sync with your own energy. It’s an energy compatibility. It’s an energy flow. It’s a grace with energy. It’s like it’s just all there for you. I call it “Ensynch,”

You don’t have to work for it. You don’t owe it anything. You don’t even have to behave in a certain way. It’s all there. It’s all yours. 

Now it’s just taking a deep breath and feeling the magnificence of your own energy serving you, knowing that it has an inherent intelligence. Not like the human mind, but an intelligence in it. Knowing that it already has the wisdom. ¹

Q – You’ve endlessly said that we don’t have to do anything, but at the same time, you say we DO have to do something: move on. Then I get confused. What’s the difference here?

[What I mean is] there’s still a resistance. There’s still a doubt and a questioning, and you take certain comfort and pleasure in that, playing the game of, “I’m almost there, but not quite.” We don’t have that luxury anymore. 

We have to move on. 

Technology is moving too fast. The New Light coming into the planet is pushing the old issues. These old stuck energies are coming forward right now. We’re just at the tip of the iceberg here of the things that are going to rapidly change on the planet, and you can’t be fence-sitters at this point. You can’t sit on the fence. 

It’s either take that dive and move on, or get off the fence. Go back to the other side for a while. You’ll have another chance later on. ²

Q- Sometimes, when I’m really connected with myself, or just not distracted by other things, I feel a deep fear. It’s not big, more like a lingering nuisance. Is this part of the resistance? 

When you’re right on the verge, you’re right at that point of stepping over the cliff of time, then it’s a little bit frightening. 

It’s like you’re going to go parachuting. You hop in the airplane, you put on the parachute, and it all sounded like a really good idea back when you were drinking with your buddies one night at a bar, and suddenly you’re on the airplane and it’s taking off and you’re like in one of those “Oh, crap” moments. 

And now you’re at altitude, it’s time to jump out and you look around and everybody’s looking at you like, “Hey, what are you chicken or something?” And this fear comes over, but you know you have to do it. I mean, you don’t have to, but you know you better do it. And that’s that crossing the line. It’s kind of the same. ³

[Remember] you don’t have to chart the course. You don’t have to figure out the logic. You don’t have to do the reasoning into how all this happens. It’s going to happen. It’s only for you to experience the beauty of it. Yeah, and sometimes the difficulties, but that’s beautiful also. It’s only for you to allow and to experience. ⁴

Q – So we come back to allowing then. Isn’t it working? Or do I misunderstand allowing?

[It means] breaking out of the box of the mind. 

Now, truth be known, the mind doesn’t really care one way or the other, in a way. It will hold you in to the box as long as you want to be in the box, and it’ll play the game with you. 

It’ll play doubt. It’ll play limitation. 

It’s a machine that’s serving you. 

When it knows that you’re real – and not just whining and complaining and not just imagining and daydreaming but you’re really ready to go out of the box – it will cooperate with you.

It’s been a tool that’s kept you in the box because you’ve wanted to say in it. (…) It’s almost become a nemesis, in a way, because it’s held you in. There’s a gravitational force and it uses elements like doubt and fear and survival and everything else. 

But when the mind knows that you’re really, really ready to break out of it, to go into knowingness, to go into the other realms, to go beyond, to go whatever you want to call it, multidimensional, to go into your real true Self, the mind will cooperate. But not a moment before. 

Don’t expect it to start handing things over. Only when you’re at that moment of going out of the airplane, stepping out, will it do its switch and allow you to go. Until then, until that very moment you take that final step, the mind will try to protect you and try to keep you in. ⁵

And then don’t think about it. Don’t think, “Should I have done that?” or “Maybe I should do it different” Stop that! 

“I Am Here.” That’s it, “I Am Here.”

Then the energies change (…) and then you move on and we do what we really came here to do. And let’s have fun doing it, and let’s do it with humor, and let’s do it with abundance. ⁶

You’re going to realize that you were just trying to think through it too much, and you’re going to get up and say, “Geez, I don’t have to work this hard. I just have to let my energy serve me and guide me. 

I just have to allow the flow of my soul. Oh! What was I thinking? I went back to my old human habits of trying to control and manipulate and make things happen. All I have to do is be present. That’s it.” ⁷

You just need to be kind of aware and let your light shine. ⁸

Sources:

1. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 7 ↩︎
2. Illumination Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎
3. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 9 ↩︎
4. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 8 ↩︎
5. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 9 ↩︎
6. Art of Benching, Shoud 6 ↩︎
7. Illumination Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎
8. Illumination Series, Shoud 4 ↩︎

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