dr. agon (dragon) – crazy doctor in front of a huge clock

WWWM:

The Games We Play


By Geoffrey Hoppe

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I’ve been feeling off-kilter lately. Out-of-balance. Discombobulated. So, I did what Shaumbra does best: I repeatedly asked myself, “What’s Wrong With Me?” The WWWM game is easy to slip into and grueling to get out of. It can occupy massive amounts of time and psychic energy. 

I think Shaumbra should invent a What’s Wrong with Me board game, similar to Monopoly but instead of traveling around the board in pursuit of real estate, it would be about acquiring issues, phobias and grave concerns. Instead of a “Go to Jail” square, we’d have a “See Adamus Now” space. You win the game when you take on everyone else’s problems.

board game looking alike monopoly

I’ve tried a lot of self-diagnosis. It’s an essential part of the WWWM game. I start with the basics: Was it something I ate? Perhaps I absorbed someone’s bad energy at the hardware store? Maybe I haven’t been getting enough sleep? Oh, it’s probably that I’m dehydrated. I really should drink more water. But not tap water; that’s filled with carcinogens. It has to be pH balanced pure glacier water. 

But the basics aren’t enough when playing WWWM. The mind gladly takes me to the next level of self-diagnosis. Maybe I’m losing my mind? After all, I’ve spent a total of 20 hours in the King’s Chamber in the Great Pyramid. Napoleon spent less than an hour there and is said to have had a mental breakdown. Maybe I have an incurable disease, or worse yet, a disease they don’t even know about yet? 

Perhaps I’m at the early stages of Dissociative Identity Disorder? I’ve heard it’s common with channelers. My hands are a little shaky today. I either had too much coffee (duh) or I have Parkinson’s Disease. I often wonder what’s it like having a disease named after you? Did James Parkinson feel good about having Parkinson’s Disease named after him? I wonder if I have Hoppe’s Disorder, a rare condition that causes a person to ask themselves an excessive number of ludicrous questions without getting reasonable answers?

I finally decided it was time to see a doctor (sigh). I’m not big on going to the doctor but I was in enough of a quagmire that I felt it was my only way out. Many other Shaumbra go to this same doctor whether they know it or not: the infamous Dr. Agon. The Dr-agon. I chuckled to myself because the year 2024 is the year of the dragon. How appropriate. How sick. Sick… as in how young people mean sick these days: really good, cool, impressive. How sick is our youth that they say sick when it’s actually cool? Sick. 


I sat in the good Dr.’s waiting room for at least 30 minutes, gazing at the bizarre paintings on the wall. Salvador Dali’s The Persistence of Memory, Hieronymus Bosch’s The Earthly Delights, and Edvard Munch’s The Scream, to name a few. Yep, these paintings pretty much captured how I was feeling.

Finally, a woman’s voice came out of nowhere: “Mr. Hope, the doctor will see you now.” People have always mispronounced my name but I liked the sound of Mr. Hope. I opened the door with a fiery dragon symbol etched in the wood and found myself in the doctor’s large office. The décor looked like something out of a steampunk movie The Adventures of Baron Munchausen. There were strange clocks as far as the eye could see, overstuffed green leather sofas and chairs, and odd art objects with turning gears.

Dr. Agon was standing next to a large light panel mounted on the wall, surrounded by retro-style radios, coiled antennas and spinning gauges. “Mr. Hope, come here please.” He had a thick Austrian accent and wore a long white laboratory coat over his shirt and tie. He wasn’t exactly a friendly guy; he never bothered to look up at me. “What is your problem today?”

“I’m feeling off. I’m just not myself the past few days. I think I might have…” Dr. Agon interrupted me mid-self-diagnosis and positioned me in front of the lighted panel. “Here, drink this,” he said as he handed me a large glass. “What’s in here?” I inquired. “Water. You’re dehydrated.” Ha! I knew it all along. 

“Now stand still while I activate my Assistive Energy Detection device,” he said in a grumpy voice. The Doctor pushed a few buttons and the panel came to colorful life. The gauges literally started to blow out steam. The radio contraptions made static noises. I was facing the light panel and was nearly blinded by the intense shifting colors. My pants started to cling to my legs from the electro-magnetic charges, while also making my hair stand on end. This went on for about five long minutes until Dr. Agon pulled a large brass lever, causing everything to start winding down. The Doctor pushed another button on his large console and suddenly a dozen or more sheets of paper came off a printer. He reached over for the papers – apparently my diagnosis – and sat down in his lab chair. 

“Hmmmm, ummm, humpt,” came from the Doctor. I didn’t like the sound of it. I bet I have an incurable disease. Or maybe I’m constipated due to dehydration? One way or the other, his grunts and groans didn’t make me feel better. 

“Have you been Allowing lately?” he asked while taking off his reading glasses and finally looking up at me. “Yes, I’ve been doing a tremendous amount of Allowing lately,” I answered. “Adamus Saint-Germain – I’m sure you know of him – insists that all Shaumbra Allow. I Allow every night before I go to sleep, and every time I get in a bind.”

“Have you been Allowing more than usual lately?” His question felt very accusatory, like I had been drinking excessive amounts of wine, or practicing Aliyah too much. “Well,” I said in a guilty voice, “I’ve had an incredibly busy schedule in January. Shouds, Keahak, Cloud Classes, interviews, filming the new Love 2.0, and then a very intense in-person Managers meeting. I’ve pushed myself to the limit. I’ve had to do lots of Allowing just to stay standing.” 

I could tell the Doctor didn’t care about my busy schedule. He wasn’t going to prescribe a bottle of Po-Mee nor Fuckitall.  “Look here at these charts,” he said while pounding his fingers on the charts. “It’s all right here!” I looked down at the many sheets of paper. They were filled with symbols, patterns and wavy lines, but no words. I had no clue what it meant. 

“Right here,” he said while impatiently tapping on the paper. “It’s your Aerotheon Zone.” I thought he said Erogenous Zone until I remembered Adamus’ new word, Aerotheon. It means gravity that is both contracting and expanding. The chart showed strong colored lines flowing into a prism but very weak, gray lines flowing out. “Is this serious, Doc? Am I going to live?”

line-graphic depicting prism and light with rainbow colors

Dr. Agon settled back in his chair as a grin appeared on his wise face. “My good man, here’s your problem,” he said as he highlighted the area in question. “You’ve Allowed a tremendous amount of light into your Self, but now it’s trapped in this crystalline structure of your body/mind/spirit.” In that moment I panicked. It sounded like Adamus’ story of getting trapped in a crystal for 100,000 years. I didn’t want to be stuck in a crystal prison, much less for near-eternity. 

The Doctor continued. “Yes, yes, it’s a good thing to Allow your light, but you also have to let it flow in and through you. You’re letting the gravity hold it in. It needs to flow in, and it needs to flow out. Gravity holds things in, and it also expands things. That’s what Aerotheon is all about. You just need to let the other side of gravity work for you. Don’t just be a Downer; be an Upper as well.”

So, I wasn’t going to die after all. So much for self-diagnosis. And yes, I was constipated but just with my own light. “So, how do I let my light expand?” I asked. 

“Do reverse Allowing,” Doc answered.

“You mean I shouldn’t Allow, and that I should Oppose?” 

“No, you should Allow your light to go into the other side of gravity. You’ve Allowed gravity to bring it into focus, but now you need to Allow the other side of gravity to Expand your light. Right now, it’s all balled up inside you, making you feel sluggish and disoriented. Your overall Light Level is excellent, but now you have to open up. It’s a wonder you’re still standing with this mass of backed up light.” The Doctor wrote some notes on the charts. One of the scribbles looked like a smiley face ☺ but my eyes still hadn’t adjusted from the bright panel lights. 

“How do I Allow this, ah, omnidirectional Allowing?” I questioned. 

Dr. Agon raised one eyebrow as he looked at me. “You obviously have issues with allowing Allowing. I’m going to refer you to a specialist.” He scribbled a few notes on the back of his business card and handed it to me. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust, but I was finally able to read it:

Referral from Dr. Agon to:

Mahatma Koot Hoomi, aka Kuthumi 

To be continued…

Author

  • Geoffrey Hoppe founded the Crimson Circle in 1999 after a series of conversations with the angelic being known as Tobias. He left the corporate world in 2001 to devote his full time to the Crimson Circle. Geoff channeled Tobias until 2009 when Tobias returned to earth in a new incarnation known as Sam. Tobias handed off his guidance role with the Crimson Circle to Adamus Saint-Germain, a facet of the Beloved St. Germain who has been working with humans for hundreds of years. Geoff has been the messenger of Adamus Saint-Germain ever since.

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92 thoughts on “WWWM: THE GAMES WE PLAY”

  1. Renate Wildhaber, Switzerland

    Thank you so much, Geoffrey!
    I had the same experience these days, with the suffering and the WWWM-game, asking myself the same questions. Now that I can identify it as ‘light- constipation’, my recovery is on it’s way.

    1. Martha González

      Waoooooo que experiencia 🌹 definitivamente das tanta claridad con tu propia experiencia gracias gracias gracias querido maestro Geoffrey 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

  2. Does he mean allow the light to go back to the universe as it is not needed in that moment more, so you can enjoy and relax?

  3. This was brilliant. I had a smile from ear to ear as I listened in to every word you spoke. It was exactly what I had been feeling right down to the dragon being present in this moment. I felt the story and the joy in the expansion of where we are as we feel into that expansive space my heart is singing. There truely is soo much joy that is in the expansion of what is taking place which has always been here just hidden. There is no possible way of hiding this once you have tasted what overwhelms you. The all of self making its presence in every breath. Thank you Geoffrey for expanding my heart even more. So much appreciation for all that you do and bring through. Much love

  4. Hilarious!!! Years ago, I went to a doctor in Germany. I was pregnant at the time. He, too, greeted me with: “What is your problem?” I had forgotten about that! Hahahah! I also found your dissociative identity disorder reference hysterical as I had dissociative identity disorder for many years until I integrated all the aspects. It did help me with channeling later!

  5. Fabulous article – brilliant writing! I laughed (silently chuckled?) more than a few times, as I could see myself in this wonderful story.
    Many thanks for the wisdom and humour.
    A Master Dragon indeed!!
    I anxiously await Kuthumi’s response (have already started to smile just thinking about it).
    🙂

  6. Hmmm, 🤔 It sound like I need a referral too. 😂 I love your story and looking forward to the continuation. Thank you for sharing. 🙏😃

  7. Aaah, perfect! You weave grand humor into what you experienced. I truly laughed out loud.
    I’ve been experiencing similar in my life recently (as well as abrupt laughter from Adam’s himself)
    And…. just this morning, I too got a Ka-tumi
    suggestion!
    How amazing are We Shaumbra?!
    Thank you for sharing your discovery and making it a learning of self moment.

  8. Great article Geoffrey, do you know you have an unusual sense of humor? Just make me laugh is good for my endorphins . Is so funny to describe a kind of tragic everyday comedy through the perspective of an over-dosed luminescent gravitational in-expansion Shaumbra. I am very interested to listen to your next chapter with a great specialist Mahatma Koot Hoomi… You are in good hands 😉

  9. Sovereignty definition – Supreme Authority. Capital S capital A.. It involves authority over all others within its field of operation, and the absence of any other superior authority . Oops , hang on a minute, I just have to stop and pick up a five kilo steaming,hot, heaped pile of sh** my dog just left on the side walk in front of all the passers by… now.. where was I…. Oh yeah sovereignty……. ❤️

  10. From Agony to Kuthumi …. I like that story a lot Geoff …. you should see my smily face by listening to it…. wanting the continuation 💖

  11. Wow! Describes my dilemma to a “T”. Thank you Mr. Hope for your great description. I’m still rolling on the floor which is so much better than obssessing about WWWM. Sending Hugs – Janet Lee Meisinger

  12. Listening to your article this morning gave me so much relief – answering my questions – because I have the feeling to store my Light in the body and this causes so much pain. I just didnt know, how to let it flow. My human just picked an AngelCard for this month – OPENNESS and now I understand the real meaning of Aerotheon. Thanks so much for YOUR Openness.

  13. I love it! Full of humor, it made me laugh and smile numerous times. Until he talked about allowing I thought it was a real doctor

  14. Dear Geoff…thank you😊
    Just yesterday I said ” whats wrong with me?”
    Right after that ” no no! Whats going on with me?”
    And later on I did remember Masters Pause I AM LIGHT……and in there Adamus says…..that when I hold back my light…….it will cause pain…..it hurts.
    Great reminder.

  15. Felicia Bussmann

    Thank you Geoffrey for mentioning your experiences with the www my light game. I’ve had the same experience, played this game over the last few month, there is soo much of my light and it’s really blowing me up… what a fuck is this enlightment, I askey me? Fight with my light? :-)))) and panicing?????? :-/ As I read your article this morning I just allowed the other side of gravity and easily my light turned back flowing the other side out and my mind calms down… :-))) thank you 😁😁😁😁 some more time to enjoy life now… not to only worring about my light 😉😉😁😁

  16. Oh Geoff,
    Your honesty throughout this article has been a life saver. I am so committed to my journey , but lately have been feeling so disconnected & feeling like “How can this be happening to me now”? “I guess it’s time I’m out of here”.
    Now I get it & the diagnosis makes so much sense. Even my sense of humour had dimmed.
    Thank you seems not even a drop in the bucket. After reading this, I Am Here!! My new life is flowing back in!

  17. I remember Kuthumi saying “I can’t be your life couch, because I am dead”. :-))) (just joking) Great story. It was a nice aha moment for me. I hope you keep on writing much more through this subject. And thank you once again for everything. Namaste

  18. Hahahaha…😂…. Spot on!

    Thank you, thank you So Much.
    I´ve been wondering if I should quit CrimsonCircle and the courses I’ve bought…
    The tiredness and the sad feelings, the indifference the last few days… I didn’t understand why they were there, where they came from….

    But now, thanks to you, I’ can accept this as a part of the journey.

  19. Trés très cher Geoff =)
    merci vraiment de ton humour si subtil et si si drôle, j’ai vraiment beaucoup rigolé
    ton humour si shaumbra =) cela m’a fait beaucoup de bien et c’est excellent
    et si bon de se détendre dans un passage/un moment pas toujours facile à intégrer (Aerothon je veux dire)
    et où in fine être en service est aussi une responsabilité et un engagement total….
    Le rire permet tant de choses, il m’aide beaucoup pour l’acceptation et l’intégration
    Merci vraiment de ton excellence très cher, sois bénis =) merci

  20. Awwwww….love it. Thank you for sharing!! Dr. Agon is a close friend of mine😉 and…full disclosure…I am a water snob🤷‍♀️Just don’t like the taste of tap water😂 Peace brother✌️🌻

  21. Ha ha ha ! Merci 😍 de tant d’humour, on s’y croirait réellement. Je n’ai pas arrêté d’ éclater de rire ! Heureusement qu’il n’y avait que moi dans la pièce, sinon on aurait cru que hum, encore une fois “elle a pété les plombs”. Sieur Hoppe, vous êtes le Maitre de la Distraction vous aussi, et responsable d’1 invasion massive de Lumière ! 😂🤣😂.

  22. Geoff, this is soooo spot on! Thank you! When I started reading, I started laughing so hard, I almost landed on the floor. Hilarious! I didn’t understand what is going on with me lately.

  23. Dear Geoff;
    An elegant and effective bulls-eye,
    Such precision, wit,
    Still rolling on the floor laughing,
    Can’t wait to meet you (and Linda) in person,
    Olga M,
    Toronto, Canada

  24. Thank you for you integrating humor with your experiences. Since this past summer despair has been orbiting around me as well as some of the experiences you shared. We have a well supplied tool box from Adamus. It is just that sometimes the emotions are so strong it is difficult to remember we have a tool box let alone remembering to open it. This path, on occasion, can be difficult. Prognost magnified my experiences which are calming down but still hanging around. Thank goodness for CC and all of the materials you produce.

  25. Thanks so much. I enjoyed that l can listening to the article. It was amazing how appropriate with my feelings. Love it.

  26. Loosen up your light man….
    light constipation…. ahahaha!
    not too loose (worry, worry) – that might be diar…. ahahaha!!
    light everwhere…. whoa!!!

  27. Brilliant, Geoff!
    Such a wonderful and hilarious way of sharing an experience that many other Shaumbra appear to be going through recently, as per comments above. The physical aches and pains, and literal constipation, now make more sense via sharing the experiences of ‘WWWM’, ffs!
    It’s all very well being in gnost, as an embodied Realised Master. However, it does make this human realise just how important and pertinent the Crimson Circle ‘refuge’ is.
    Many thanks!

  28. Sigrid Weniweger

    Nailed it, Great Humor, great story, thanks for sharing, big smiles on my face, laughing out loud; oh dear Geoff, sounded so familar to me, lol, lol, lol 👍🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🦋

  29. Darrell Jacobson

    Jeffery! I think you have so subtly and artfully concealed and at the same time revealed the answer/ solution to breaking free of the gravity problems so well pictured here.
    Of course, part of the solution yet to be revealed lies in the anticipation of the Referral from Dr. Agon to: Mahatma Koot Hoomi, aka Kuthumi.
    For you see, the name Mahatma Koot Hoomi, aka Kuthumi is synonymous with a very good laugh which is what I’ve found myself experiencing while reading your article. And as I was caught up in the delight of your humor I realized while in that wonderful energy that the gravity that had been holding everything in so tight around me began to lighten up. Suddenly I was experiencing Aerotheon in a most delightful way, perhaps not all that different from Aerotheon experienced while listening to a piece of beautiful music.
    I must say, you are a delightfully gifted writer, Master Jeffery. Thank you for sharing the gift that you are.
    Master Merlin Darrell

  30. Thanks for this text. In the technological process, I put into operation several ventui tubes, so I know everything about them. When you interviewed Jim Self about gravity and space-time motion I immediately got the point. That’s how it really happens on the physical plane. Understanding the physics of this venturi effect can help the Shaumbra how to release and open the space behind them and allow the vacuum to break and dissipate gravity into the cosmos.

  31. I can completely relate to this! Thank you for lightening up my load and encouraging me to laugh at all of this! I will be scheduling an immediate appointment with Kuthumi! In the mean time, I will BARF. Breath, Allow, Receive, FLOW – Both Ways!

  32. Dear Geoff – thank you!
    Your fantastic story brought tears actually! It went deep – touching my knowing…. And it is just what I’ve been experiencing – after days of big ‘light-intake’ come off-days, feeling strange, listless. Reminds me of the Benching Shouds: “Shine in before you SHINE ON”… expanding in, then allowing the expansion ‘out’. So looking forward to more tears and more laughter. Thank you all at CC – so true, a refuge xxxxx

  33. I’ve been feeling exactly the same way! Disoriented, discombobulated, foggy, hazy, extremely tired… I also thought WWWM – it didn’t cross my mind “I was constipated but just with my own light”. It is hard to feel your light when one is so disoriented and everywhere and nowhere and completely clogged up with so much expansiveness. We need a “light” suppository to clear this constipation up! If we don’t fix this we will be like that Constipation movie starring Captain Clog… also about that movie, I hear it never came out.

  34. Such a funny article!! One of the bests yet!!! In the beginning I took it as a human story…though it led me slowly in a Dr. Who setting !!!! Iam looking forward to the continuation !!!

  35. Claudia Pauline

    A story I certainly needed to hear/read today. Looking forward to Chapetr 2. Thanks Geoff for your service as a Channel of all Shaumbra.

  36. AH, excellent! Thank you for showing you, Geoff, are close with shaumbra. Does this mean Adamus is fading and Kuthimi will now be our voice?

  37. Ahh! I loved reading this and was laughing out loud (really!) almost every line, and at first really thought you went to an actual doctor!

  38. Thank you for sharing Geoff, my sentiments exactly – cannot wait for its continuation and maybe I have gotten it by then 🙂 Lets hope so <3

  39. Muito bom ler seu artigo, pois é exatamente o que estou passando; um momento de merda. Obrigada por compartilhar. Grande abraço

  40. Hilariously Brilliant. Just what I needed….guess I was not listening to Dr. Agon directly… this is game changing. Definitely a point of separation…thank you Geoff 🙂💜🫂🙏

  41. Beautiful !

    Ps. When busy Geoffrey and Linda will come back to Europe again ?!?

    Hawaii is special, I know… but Europe even more… come on we are all missing you here since 2019… hope to see you one last time before Adamus’ departure !

  42. This story, Geoff, is just gorgeous and hits the point in such beautiful accumulations of these little details, building up with humor to the statement of what is really going on with us, when we receive soooo much LIGHT and what to do with it! Thanks a lot

  43. Thank you so much Geoffrey, Mr. Hope definitely raised my level of energy and had me pouring out some of my light through uncontrolled burst-outs of laughter while enjoying your most hilarious article!
    And – BECAUSE i read your article just on time, you saved me today from playing the wwwm-game, which i was just about to begin as i felt
    sooooo heaaaaaavy today for no reason … well, for a … new … reason … as i just learned: light constipation!!!
    Amazing storytelling.
    I will go now for allowing universal expanded Allowing … to shine some light out of me.

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