By Geoffrey Hoppe
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Continued from last month…
Dr. Agon raised one eyebrow as he looked at me. “You obviously have issues with allowing Allowing. I’m going to refer you to a specialist.” He scribbled a few notes on the back of his business card and handed it to me. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust, but I was finally able to read it:
Referral from Dr. Agon to:
Mahatma Koot Hoomi, aka Kuthumi
Like many Shaumbra, I have been going through the ups and downs of embodied Realization, the Apocalypse, the Time of the Machines and just dealing with everyday human life. January was a particularly rough month due to an overly-busy schedule and not enough time to myself. If there’s ever any sage advice I’d like to pass on to the New Ones it is this: You must take time for yourself. Even the most seasoned Shaumbra know this, but few actually do it.
I smelled something warm and spicy in the air, and immediately knew Kuthumi was close by. Apparently he had already talked to Dr. Agon. I “feel” Adamus when he comes in, but I actually smell Kuthumi when he is present. The aroma is a combination of sweet fruit and exotic spices. He smells like a holiday tea, with hints of cinnamon, pumpkin spice, honey and oranges.
“Namaste! Naaa-maa-stayy! It is me, Kuthumi lal Singh.” Chills ran up and down my body at the sound of his voice within my being. It immediately brought reminders of the times I’ve channeled Kuthumi in front of large groups in the past. The energy in the room, and in me, immediately shifts when Kuthumi makes his entry. Everything lightens up – the audience, the room, the air itself. Everyone knows that for the next hour they can leave their troubles aside and take a journey with one of the greatest Ascended Masters of all times. I wasn’t really ready to have a one-on-one with Kuthumi because I had too much work to do after just arriving in Kona, but I knew he had gone out of his way to track me down so I drew a deep breath and gladly welcomed him in.
“Cauldre,” he addressed me by the name the other entities call me, “let’s go for a walk.” Oh, how Kuthumi loves to walk! Most of his channeled messages to Shaumbra involve a walking story. I often wonder if we’ll ever tire of walking with Kuthumi, but every story he shares is rich in humor and wisdom. I knew he meant it literally, so I put on my shoes and began strolling around the property at Villa Ahmyo here in Hawaii, Kuthumi at my side and Belle, my dog of many lifetimes, sniffing the path in front of us.
Kuthumi and I walked in silence for a while. I knew it was up to him to initiate the conversation, and he knew I needed a few moments to feel back into my recent angst. “Rough times?” he finally asked. “It’s not a big deal… I can handle it. It was just one bad patch,” I replied in total denial of reality. I don’t want any of the entities to think I can’t handle my role here in this lifetime. As that Big Fat Lie came out of my mouth, tears started to roll down my cheeks. “Must be the volcanic ash in the air?” said Kuthumi with a compassionate smile. After a long pause I replied, “Kuthumi, I just want to do it right, but I don’t even know what ‘right’ is any more. All I can seem to think is ‘what’s wrong with me?’”
WWWM. It’s the nemesis of Shaumbra, “What’s Wrong with Me?” It’s right up there with “Who Am I?” in terms of questions to never ask yourself. “I Am That I Am, therefore everything is in divine order” should be the only thought in our minds.
As we continued to walk around the property, I started to feel like a young boy. It’s been ages since I felt this way, and once again I wondered what was wrong with me. Why would I suddenly feel like a youngster? Maybe it was the energetic contrast of Kuthumi’s masterly glow to my little human self? Somehow Kuthumi knew what was happening and chimed in. “Is it a pleasant feeling, Cauldre, feeling like a young boy again?” I stopped walking in order to really feel into it. I felt younger of course, which also felt fresher and with less physical and mental crustiness, but there was something I didn’t like. “Close your eyes for a moment,” invited Kuthumi. “What are you feeling?” I stood there for a long time with my eyes closed, trying to grasp a feeling that was familiar but yet mostly hidden.
All I could feel was my present-day conundrum, “What wrong with me?” WWWM must be the father of Self Doubt. Talk about coming from a dysfunctional family! It was then that I realized that just like my mature human self in the now, I had the same feelings of WWWM as a young boy. It had followed me through my life like a dark cloud.
“It’s an energy virus,” said Kuthumi with a frown on his face. “WWWM – or as I call it ‘Wham-Me’ – is related to the sexual energy virus. It’s a sneaky little bastard because it leads you to believe you’re asking the question in earnest to try to find an answer, but there is no answer. Only more Wham-Me’s. It’s been with you since childhood, and even flowing in from past lives as well.”
I felt nauseous. Now I have one more thing to deal with, a demon from the past that I wasn’t even aware of by name. When will it ever stop? What’s Wrong With Me? Arrgghhh!
“Oh, you’re not the only one with the Wham-Me virus, Cauldre. It’s as common with Shaumbra as fleas on a junkyard dog. In my last lifetime I was Whammed on a daily basis until my breakdown, and even in my embodied Realization it came back from time to time in an attempt to lure me into its filthy bowels.” His words didn’t help my nausea.
Kuthumi continued. “One of the symptoms of Wham-Me is that many people – like you – try to compensate for it by working hard, achieving a lot, and basically wearing themselves out. You fight it by trying to prove yourself as a child, a teen and an adult. The thinking is that with success, you can prove to yourself that there’s nothing wrong with you, but that only causes Wham-Me to demand more proof. In many cases, you end up with more doubts than ever, then you try even harder to prove yourself. It’s a vicious cycle.
“Another symptom is taking on problems that really aren’t yours, as a strange way of proving nothing is wrong with you because you can handle more than others,” Kuthumi added. “Shaumbra have a habit of doing this, at the expense of their own bodies and minds. They blame themselves for, well, just about everything, and then wonder what’s wrong with them.”
As we continued our walk around the property I recalled my early family years. My father was an alcoholic, so family life was highly dysfunctional. I had six sisters and brothers. I always wondered what I was doing wrong to cause my father to drink, my siblings to fight, and my mother to lose hope. I went out of my way to be the “good boy,” to try to be the family hero, and achieve success at every opportunity. I figured that if my life was straight, it would straighten out the entire world.
“And how did that work for you?” asked Kuthumi as he read my mind. “Not so well, Kuthumi. I felt like a failure because I couldn’t even save myself. At age 17, I joined the Army and said farewell to my old life.”
“And….?” probed Kuthumi.
“Over the years I kept on trying to prove myself, but the WWWM demon kept coming at me even with my credible list of successes. As a matter of fact, it never acknowledged the successes but only focused on the failures.”
Kuthumi picked an orange off one of the trees, holding it to his nose to smell the fresh fragrance. “No matter how many degrees a person earns, or how much money they make, or how well they manage their family life, or how many charitable deeds they do, the What’s Wrong With Me demon can never be satisfied with achievements and status. You can spend your entire life climbing the highest mountains and still get Wham-Me’d.
“And here’s the tough part,” Kuthumi said in a low voice. “It shows up even stronger in your spiritual life than your everyday life. ‘Am I really enlightened? Why can’t I heal myself, and others? Why don’t I have total clarity? Why do I feel unfulfilled? Why do I feel lonely?’ Your spiritual garden is fertile ground for the weeds of WWWM. As much as you tend to your spiritual garden, the Wham-Me weeds seem to grow faster than the flowers and trees.
“Dr. Agon told me you’ve been doing a lot of Allowing,” Kuthumi noted as he finally ate the orange. By this time, we were sitting on a bench next to the Shaumbra Pavilion. “You’ve brought a lot of new light into yourself, and had human expectations of the changes that should take place. In spite of the light, you got into the What’s Wrong With Me because your body and mind felt off. What did you think was going to happen?”
I almost blurted out the words “I don’t know” but I knew better. If you ever want to irritate Adamus or other Ascended Masters just say “I don’t know.” Instead I answered, “I expected things to get easier after Heaven’s Cross. I allowed more light, and in doing so I expected everything to ease up. I expected the light to soothe my body and mind, yet I find myself with more aches and pains than ever, and less clarity.”
What I didn’t say is that I had a grudge with Adamus. I put myself on the line with Heaven’s Cross. It sounded grandiose at the time, but I didn’t hold back or filter any of the information being channeled through me. I let it come out of my mouth for all Shaumbra to hear. And here we are, nearly one year later. Has it really gotten any better for Shaumbra, or the world?
With Kuthumi’s gentle assistance, I was finally able to come down to the core issues. My WWWM demon was really about the aftermath of Heaven’s Cross. I wanted every Shaumbra to have joy-filled days, and notable positive changes in the world. Yet what I saw was one of the hardest years for Shaumbra, and a world filled with hopelessness.
“It was the beginning of the Apocalypse, Cauldre. Quite simply, it was the beginning of a new era on the planet. It is the time of uncovering the great truths and metaphysics, the time of revealing the great mysteries. This also means a time of upheaval, changes and recalibrations. Nobody said it was going to be easier after March 22, 2023. As a matter of fact, for the world in general, it is a trying time.”
I spit on the ground in response to Kuthumi’s words. This was not what I wanted to hear. I was led to believe that the heavens would open up, and it would be much easier to bring our light and divinity into this earthly realm. In other words, more light = more clarity, and ultimately an easier life, at least for Shaumbra and awakened humans across the planet.
“Cauldre, feel into your internal light,” beckoned Kuthumi. “Do you possess more light than one year ago? It’s either yes or no.” I thought about it for a long time, weighing the good and bad. I finally let out a deep sigh and said, “I definitely hold more light than a year ago. But Kuthumi, while I know it’s there, little if any of it has been externalized. It’s like a brilliant light bulb trapped in a closet. I’m dealing with a light that is, without a doubt, inside me but it hasn’t manifested into my external life. In fact, the light is causing a lot of stress and discomfort in my body and mind. Not a day goes by when I don’t wonder What’s Wrong With Me.”
At this point a fresh wave of tears rolled down my cheeks. Belle came and laid at my feet. The air around me went very still. I could feel my internal light shining in all of its glory. Even WWWM couldn’t take that away from me. I had Allowed it from the deepest and most genuine part of myself, and it was there. But now what?
“The fact that you are aware of this new light is the first step,” said Kuthumi. It is different than the limited old light you’ve been accustomed to. The old light you’ve been using for all of your lifetimes is like an incandescent lightbulb compared to a new LED bulb. LED is much more efficient and shines brighter with a lot less energy. Using this comparison, you’re changing all of your internal bulbs from incandescent to LED, and at the same time upgrading all of your wiring. You just assumed before that you’d have more incandescent bulbs but never stopped to consider you’d be getting a new ‘technology’. And when things didn’t happen the way you thought they were going to happen, you assumed there was something wrong with you.
“And one more thing before I leave you to be. Part of you is resisting this new light because it’s an ‘unknown.’ Your old Self is holding back because it is intimidated by the magnificence and magic of your new light. Part of you wonders if you’re ready to unleash it into your human life, so you have been keeping it in the closet. Are you ready to let it out, for not only yourself but for everyone around you to behold?”
I thought about everything Kuthumi had said. He was absolutely right. I was OK with more of the old light, but uncertain about what would happen if I let the new light out. I had been keeping it hidden within.
“Cauldre, this is one time when you don’t have a choice. It is going to happen. Destiny has already knocked at your door, and the door will open with or without your human hand.”
In that moment Kuthumi disappeared, leaving behind nothing but his orange peels. WWWM was nowhere to be found, but I knew it wouldn’t be the last time this bastard would try to drag me down. Perhaps the next time I would just shine my new light upon the demon and keep walking into my life in a true, masterly Kuthumi style.
We are the new light of the world. Those who follow us shall not walk in darkness, but have the new light of life.
Thanks for opening up to share your feelings. I didn’t realize that you had hard times too.
Ha !
Thank you so much dear Geoff and Kuthumi. Helps me a lot.
Blessings and love
Beate/Austria
Thank you Geoff, Kuhtumi, Adamus & ascended masters this answers so many questions as for a very long time I had not been able to get out of my own way and had the wwwm demon so I can now be in the now and breath inthe new light. Thank you thank you thank you I am that I am.💜💜💜
Wow, Geoffrey, es ist wunderbar was du uns hier offenbarst🙏
Ich fühle mich sehr verbunden.
Rebecca
I’ve been wondering for about 20 years how to say “thank you!!!” (to you and each of the members of the Crimson Circle).
Maybe because when something is so important, the words feel very, very small.
The only thing I can express is: please, if you agree, let your heart know what I mean.
A big hug to the entire Crimson Circle!
Дорогой Джеффри! Благодарю вас за откровение….. 💗💗💗
“I Am That I Am, therefore everything is in divine order” should be the only thought in our minds.
Thank you! 🙏
Ooohhh boy. I felt that I was speaking through you Jeff. Tears were rolling down my cheeks . Thank you for this clarity.
Ho Geoffrey. I so enjoy hearing from you, You the human in the middle of all of this.
I enjoy so much my old friend Adamus and the rest of the ascended mastersclub.
You make a difference because, whatever happens, in this Now momment, you are here, on this side, with us standing as us with both feet on the ground.
Thank you my friend for the one that you are and for your presence with us.
Greetings.
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Brilliant insight! Thank you so much Geoff 💜
A big hug for you Geoffrey. Thank god for taking this time for yourself. I just did Love 2.0 and I just feel love for you and all what you are doing,❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thanks. It is always a great comfort to know that you are not the only one…
🙏. Spot on! I realy needed that confirmation . Nothing is wrong, it just is what it is❤️no matter what we think. Everything is dissolving to get renewed. We walk on unknown ground and we need to trust more than ever and yes it is difficult but there is no going back either, only beyond❤️
I was feeling exactly same, thanks for putting it in words.
Dear Geoff, I am so grateful for your story and now I know that I also am ready to let out my new light and Love 2.0 shining bright for everyone to behold.
You are such a blessing to all of us Shaumbra and you are authentic! I appreciate you. Be blessed!
OMG, I just finished an orange before I read this article. There are no coincidences! We are all better because of you, Geoff, although you may not realize it. If anything, your light has been brilliantly shining for decades as you guide us along the way. Whenever I get into that WWWM mood, I remember what is said at the end of every Should: “All is well in all of creation.” It’s difficult whenever you read the headlines, but look for the joy, look for the positive. It really is there if we allow and, the more that we allow, the more that comes in. It’s magical and magnificent. Last Should stated: Gratitude opens our light. Heartfelt Gratitude, my Friend and fellow Shaumbra. Be Brilliant! LED now. (LEAD Now).
Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart… exactly as you described, since January I went through old feelings and very deep hurtings from my childhood, that I could’nt feel or remember for so much time…. it was like a healing going through this!
Your honest sharing of your inside is so precious… it shows how difficult it is to be human.. and in the same time its the golden diamant inside ourselves that shines throug when we can let go all the control and our expectations… in these moments the Love and Light are shining throug us and helps us opening to true freedom and compassion .. i am so grateful for your sharing
Thank you for share your heart, your light , touch me very deeply, I feel very similar and your words help me a lot. Thanks 🙏
This is so helpful… thank you.
Thank you for these insights. When I asked “Why is my body acting as if it were shutting down for good, why am I in conflict?”, the response was “We are free. We are many. And we are one”. It felt like the Copernican revolution on a personal level. I am one of the many, appreciated and unique. There is no hierarchy. Freedom can not exist without plurality of perspectives.
Thank you Geoff, great article, I really needed to hear everything Kuthumi said. I guess we all (Shaumbra) are going through the sameWWWM deal.
So helpful!
Geoffrey’s articles have always been transformative for me. My light is so much different and stronger than ever, despite physical ailments at times.
So, it’s tough! We’re tougher.
When you voiced your concern about Heaven’s Cross and how you feel you have let us down I needed to let you know that it has been a hellish ride but I can honestly say I have shifted into my Masterhood. I am shoulder to shoulder with MySelf, never without my Wisdom and my Knowing is coming in thick and fast. I have only admiration and love for you and will be eternally grateful that you trusted yourself enough to do this for us all. Thank you Geoff and your amazing team.
Loved your comment Leigh…….ditto. Sally
I do not have anything else to add to what you just said, Geoff. OK, that’s all I can say. At least I am not suffering over you and your miserable lack now. DUH!
Miserable?? Lack?? Suffering?? Regarding Geoff?? I have been sitting here for the better part of an hour trying to come up with words to respond to what feels like your harsh, mean-spirited, judgmental comment. This is Geoff pouring out his human heartfelt journeys and difficulties — baring his soul, as the saying goes, and I appreciate and feel gratitude for Geoff’s every word that he had and has the courage and heart to share with us for so many years.
Thank you Geoffrey, for sharing the inner personal of your journey!
I feel the richness in this unfolding!
And….
Beautiful ❤
Thank you!
A huge thank you for sharing Geoff and to Kuthumi❤️🌹❤️
Thank you Geoff for sharing what you’ve been experiencing. I send you and Linda sooo much love and compassion! I have thought about you both many times in relation to the current roles you have in this Shaumbra journey; they are challenging to say the least, to be leading front and center. I am immensely grateful for you, Linda and all CC staff! We’re pioneers/ pirates, we’re paving the path so a lot of unknowns and sometimes crushing WTF moments were bound to be part of it. All stuff I know you already know. I think no one could have done these roles better – you and Linda have been phenomenal! From the deepest part of my heart, sending infinite love and yes definitely take ample time to nourish and care for yourself! ❤️❤️😊💥
Hi, Just a thankyou for sharing these personal things, making it easier for us to accept the same things within us. I just love you for being so honest. I do hope you’ll listen to your inner voice telling you to take some time just for you. Thankyou for this incredible work you have been doing for 25 years or more. All the specks of light and hope, all the humour, the provoking outbursts, but most of all the genuine feeling of love, even though love was almost a forbidden word. I never doubted the love behind your words. Thankyou for being a loving teacher.
Thank you Geoff for your honesty and vulnerability – your journey makes it all the more real for the rest of us. And I want to thank you for showing us the way to and through Heaven’s Cross. I am not the same person, or being, that I was a year ago. All you promised was to show the way – to let us know what the entities were telling you – and you did it with compassion and with open sharing. As sovereign beings, we accompanied you on this fantastic journey. I wouldn’t change a thing. Hugs and blessings
Thank you so much Geoffrey for sharing this with us … ♥️
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Thank you, this was very helpful 🙏
Eu nunca fiquei zangada com Adamus. Ele sempre foi sincero. Pelo menos com os trabalhadores dos reinos. O apocalipse nunca foi uma passagem bonita. Podemos dizer que agora é uma passagem menos sádica ou trágica.
Gratidão pelo lindo texto.
Hi Geoffrey
Beautifully written.
In 2016 I woke up with the words spoken audibly “it’s over now”
My bedroom was filled with love, everything was love the air my pillows me. In and thru me. Everything. It was a bliss that changed everything.
I was told a was a pure angel that nothing could stick to. No muddy dark side I was cleansed. This love has never left me and it changed everything. From that day I never drank alcohol again never ate meat again. All stories of romantic love left my mind to be infused with this new love. I have many many beautiful stories of how things changed. But truly I want all who read this to know that love 2.0 exists. Or “agape”
Yes it happened to me in an instant but it does exist as a reality for I AM IT!!!! It’s not out there waiting for u to find it. It’s in you. It dissolves all questions all doubts. You don’t have to do any of the work. Agape does it all. Keep knowing as one who is experiencing that it is real.
Love u Geoffrey adamus And all
Xxx
JUST BEAUTIFUL!
Thanks for your vulnerability Geoff. Beautiful.
Muito obrigada Geoff pela partilha sincera e corajosa, e pela visão preciosa do Kuthumi. Estamos no começo mas muito diferentes de há um ano atrás. Para mim é preciosa esta partilha. O que mais me tem ajudado para o corpo é o Merabh para o corpo do Threshold, sem isso não faço ideia de como seria. Já cheguei a ouvir 2 vezes seguidas para melhorar ainda mais.
Bênçãos para si, Geoff, para a Linda e para toda a equipa do CC.
It isn’t that misery loves company it is that there are days that are so extremely difficult that it is comforting to know I am not alone. Since last summer anxiety, stress, and fear have been my constant companions. I use my tool box from Adamus plus some tools I had years ago. For the longest time I thought nearly all shaumbra were living in eternal bliss. I am glad Adamus came forward and shared that is not true. I know Adamus said he will check in on us because he knows we are going through a tough time. I came this far to stay, to experience life as a Master on this planet. I just hadn’t imagined it would be this painful. I sure don’t want to put one more channel on to your already heavy load. When the time is right and you feel rested it will be nice to hear from Adamus and hopefully he will address what we are going through. Offer some hope. Thank you for sharing. Your honesty is perfectly timed.
Geoffrey,
I have said this before, I always enjoy your articles. I especially felt connected to this two-part series “WWWM.” I appreciate your sharing as my mind or aspects love to play this old game and I fall for it way too often. Since Heaven’s Cross, it seems, like you said, things have in some ways become more difficult. I figured it is just part of the process of clearing the path and at times, when right in the middle of it, that is not so comforting. It must seem challenging to be the messenger.
A great story, a great message and mahalo to you and Kuthumi.
I resonate deeply with this sentiment. I honor your journey and in the face of wondering if you have struggled for all of us I am grateful and I acknowledge your sovereignty. The new light does feel different and the world feels heavier. Thank you for your courage and leadership. You are an uncommon human, Geoff.
Thanks a lot for sharing with such authenticity.
Thank you 💖
Isn’t it funny how the human mind can only think of change when it can exchange one thing with another? That goes for everything, in my opinion.
And here, right now, we find ourselves within the biggest change, so surely this must mean that something so so magnificent is happening, that will completely turn our lives around….
I love the new audio option! Listening to you, dear Geoff, gives your glorious ability to tell stories such a rich energy. And with this one you added the most precious layer of vulnerability, making it feel like you’re giving ALL Shaumbra that are struggling a voice, YOUR voice… I’d say you ARE doing more than right by us!
Thank you. Two words that contain multitudes….
Thank you so much for your sharing – it sounded like you talked about me, having all this expectations and how it should be. Every time I call Kuthumi, he appears in front of me, with a big smile and shaking his head – indian style and I always burst out laughing. It makes it so much lighter, because he is around and he makes me stay, when it is getting too taff and I want to leave. I am with CC since 1999 and reading channelings of Saint Germain of other channelers before – and was blown away, when I list to you the first time channeling – it always has been YOUR voice, I had in my head. Big Hug .
Благодарю! Испытываю подобное … И уже чувствую новые технологии и что изменения происходят не по старому, приходит понимание, что новые возможности передачи информации и энергии уже здесь,только нужно позволить их принять.
Dearest Geoffrey, I can finally shed tears of relief because you have described in every detail what I have been going through since Heavens Cross. Your description helps me so much to remain confident that I am not particularly ‘incapable’ but that everything really is perfect just as it is.
It is so incredibly comforting that even you, and I’m sure Linda also, are going through these difficulties. I deeply admire you both and love you so much, I am so very grateful for the immense work you are doing for all of us, and I send you my most heartfelt thanks and all my love!
I cried with you dear Geoff. Thank you so much for this beautiful article❤️
Bardzo dziękuję za szczere słowa 💚 pozdrawiam serdecznie 💚
Dear Geoff, beautiful written and spoken. Thank you for your openness, it give me clarity and hope. It is really very difficult at the moment .
Thank you also for your wonderful work.
Blessings and love
Marie
My gratitude dear Geoffrey, very helpful. I can relate with your story, especially the unknown part . Hope my English makes sense
Rich
I say a BIG THANK YOU for these deeply honest words and sharing. It was so touchin. It was a Shaumbra experience. Your new light made it easier and much clearer for me. Thank All of You!
Thank you ❤️
Feeling only in the human side, it will be constantly dissatisfied. As compensation, the Master always makes Laudatio! Namaste!
That was a very needed one! Thanks Geoff, with all my lighted heart!
Veel dank voor dit schrijven. Ik ken Shaumbra vanaf het begin, maar de Engelse taal maakte het voor mij altijd lastig. Er kwamen natuurlijk vertalingen en vele andere mogelijkheden die ik vanwege mijn moedertaal, het Nederlands, eenvoudiger kon volgen. Toch heb ik altijd de informatie van Shaumbra ontvangen en zijdelings gevolgd. Sinds de website is vernieuwd en zo eenvoudig vertaald kan worden, lees ik het ‘Magazine’ weer intensief. Ik kom regelmatig speciale Shaumbra woorden en uitdrukkingen tegen, die eens in lezingen zijn vrijgegeven en waar de betekenis natuurlijk niet elke keer opnieuw wordt uitgelegd. Mijn vraag: Is het mogelijk eenmalig een ‘verklarende woordenlijst’ toe te voegen om het gegroeide ‘vakjargon’ van de Shaumbra-taal te verduidelijken?
Dear Gea, you can read the glossary here. https://www.crimsoncircle.com/More/Glossary 🙂
Thank you so much for sharing. I had tears rolling down my cheeks. Sometimes it feels like all this “Good” that is coming in always means more pain, more work more unpleasantness.
Dear Technical Team, just want to let you know that the recording stops at “Part of you is resisting this new light because it’s an ‘unknown.”
It really is a lovely message and I was able to read the text to the end. I do enjoy listening to Geoffrey as his soothing voice adds reassurance to the profound message. Thank you.
Thank you, we’ll have it fixed soon!
Me too. So consoling, and good guidance. Onward. <3
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I too had to shed many tears reading this article. Thank you, Geoffrey.
Thank you Geoff for writing so authentically and honestly. Seeing that even you have the same WWWM thoughts is more than just a comfort. It makes me feel deeply seen and understood. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Thank you so much for your article Geoff! I’ve been feeling the same wham-me since last year, since Heaven’s Cross, yeah! Kuthumi is right… A new light changes all even the old light.
Dear Geoffrey thank you so much for this opening words. I fell so much with you and I am still feeling overwhelmed nearly my body exploded with all happenings. Thank you for sharing your experience. Thank you
I’ve often told people that I wouldn’t blame Geoff and Linda if they closed Crimson Circle tomorrow! I can’t even imagine all that you’ve been through over the decades to implement this important work. I don’t know how you all tolerate it. Please take a day off and reflect on everything you have done for all of us and future generations. It is astounding! I couldn’t do it, and wouldn’t even attempt it. You’re an Oak Tree Geoff. Not indestructible, but damn near! Thank you Geoff and Crimson Circle for everything that you’ve accomplished. Sincerely. Also, thank you Crimson Council for even tolerating my stubborn double taurean ass! I’ve always appreciated Master Kuthumi’s Lightness because I am usually morose. Bless You Kuthumi for that! It’s nice to know you’ve got our backs while Adamus blasts our fronts! Thank you All
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Muy pocos han entendido la profundidad del sentimiento tan profundo que podemos guardar por que como Geoffrey es una figura pública y nuestro representante ante los maestros,creer que el lo tiene todo arreglado por ese hecho es mentira el como nosotros está pasando por ese fuego 🔥 implacable que nos quema y nos quiere reducir, la emoción que siento por leer tu escrito querido Geoffrey 💜 me a movido las fibras más profundas de mi ser y me das tanta tranquilidad me sentía que retrocedia que nada me funcionaba, mi vida está patas arriba,me e enfermado más que nunca, y me siento en un vacío emocional inexplicable, siento que todo lo estoy haciendo mal y por eso no me sentía digna de la luz y por todo esto no creía que la luz entrará en mi, tú me diste un gran consuelo querido maestro Geoffrey 💜💜🌹 gracias y gracias amado Kutumi no imaginan lo que hoy ha hecho en mi tú experiencia gracias gracias gracias 💜💜💜💜💜💜
Yes! Yes! Yes! And thank you for sharing your human self with us. From the bottom of my heart yes one more time.
💖 Thank you! 💖
Such a wonderful sharing ! From the deepest of my heart, thank you so much dear Geoff ! More than 7 years after this 2016 Threshold in Saintes Maries de La mer, and i can say that it is still the best week i have spent in this lifetime ! Infinite gratitude for all that you are doing for Shaumbra.
Just Wow! 💖 Thank you Geoff ! That one touched deep💗
Thank you💜
Thank you Dear Geoffrey 🙏❤️✨
Thank you Dear Kuthumy🙏☺️🍊
💎🎶🎁🪷
Dear Geoff,
You are doing a trully wonderful job!
Mind you that is beatifull to have the Crimson Masters shine their light and wisdome, but to hear you go through it all, make’s it fell like true camaradery, walking side by side.
Never doubt the wonderfull service you do for Shaumbra. We are greatfull for the beacon of light that you, and dear Linda are. Human AND Divine!
Oh Beh Ahn!
Thank you so much, Geoffrey. You pin-pointed with surgical precision the Agony that easily hunts us when to be Really allowing and accepting that All ONE.
Wow, thank you, I cried some much needed tears out while I listened to your story
Been feeling sorry for myself, so boxed in in my life.
Gratitude is the key, and that love and light really are here for us.
Thank you, Geoff! When someone shares so honestly about their own feelings, perceptions, expectations–their own stories–well, that grabs my attention and resonance more so than any lecture, given even by any ascended master on the other side….For the record–it’s been an unexpectedly challenging year for me, as well, and I am one who takes a great deal of time for myself. Like Kuthumi, I’m outside walking or shoveling snow just to flow my energies and allow my illumination. I’ve gotten better at treating myself kindly and actually practicing the art of taking care of myself rather than berating myself for being unable to rid myself of the crap I’d unknowingly been hauling around. You just don’t see it until you see it–I only recently realized I’d been playing the part of Victim of my own world/reality/creation “out there” instead of being the sovereign of my own domain. Something shifted when I told the power-playing aspects to get the “effenheimer” out of my domain, instead of whining about me not fitting into my own world…. All your years of channeling these beloved ascended masters has been my saving grace–I know I wouldn’t be here. You have my utmost gratitude and love….always, in all your ways….
Thank you, dear Geoffrey for this open sharing. It was very touching.
But please know, at least from my own personal perspective, that after Heaven’s Cross’ rocky start, things HAVE gotten better… a whole lot better. So many changes have taken place in the last few years alone… but ultimately each one of them for the better, even when challenging at times!
It may not be the immediate, grand changes that many expect or want, but rather works in very subtle ways, barely noticeable at first. But it is there and it keeps expanding gracefully, at its own pace. Yes, there are still the odd choppy days, but that’s the nature of being here on this planet. Sometimes we still trip over things, until we have learn to ride the waves like pros. But over the last year there had been far more joyful days than shitty days, and synchronicity has moved onto a whole other level.
In other words, it is all there, it is happening, but from our perspective we may not quite see it yet, but we certainly will, when we look back in a few years from now.
So, let’s cut each other some slack here. What we are doing here has never been said to be easy.
In deep appreciation for all the things you have done for us over the last 20+ yrs,
Nina x
Thank you so much for sharing. I am feeling the same way because I have health issues that are so strange that came at the same time as the new light. It is bringing up deep fears. Am I doing something wrong?? I can feel the light also, I have moments that are more intense and incredible. But why is this strange health issue happening threatening my independence? I feel that I should be liberated because of this light… What is going on? After listening to your article I realize I am not alone and there must be something I do not understand. I also have a knowing all is well, it is just hard to trust it!
Сердечное спасибо Джеффри. Со мной также происходит подобное. Но все равно – мы прорвемся к своему свету!!
Thanks Geoffrey for sharing your experience with us, and I like so much the “audio” article; it’s a lot easier for me to get through your article, I wouldn’t miss. I can’t say reading you are so at the same place than many Shaumbra, despite the fact you are in direct contact with Adamus, Kuthumi or other great ascended masters, is not to reassure me, in a way, but knowing you’re an human and a Master as me is telling me I’m not alone, even more than I thought and I’m not proud of it, but not being alone is comforting me, lessens the WWWM. Not knowing how I will be able to allow that my body will not die on my face, is really a strong feeling that make me cry on myself, as I’m not good enough. But I came here to have that experience, so I will stay and the way will come.
Actually at the last shoud I was impressed by how bright you were shining, more than usual,
Fuck you all WWWM, fuck it all, for all of us….
DEAR Geoff, well my Dear, je suis très touchée de ton partage et de tes mots
Merci du fond du coeur de ta clarté et de ta profonde honnêteté,
De ton courage aussi,
c’était vraiment bon pour moi et très important de lire tes mots maintenant
et ton expérience, de sentir ce que tu nommes et que je vie aussi.
Il est très précieux, selon moi, que les shaumbras partagent leurs sensations dans les temps que nous traversons;
je me sens alors moins seule…=)
Merci de ta beauté Geoff et de tout ce que tu fais pour Le CC et les Shaumbras,
Standing ovation pour nous tous,
Avec amour depuis la France
Blandine
Thank you dear Geoffrey for sharing your sweet heart with all of us … I’m in deep appreciation for the last 24 years … love and new light are here 💖
Geoffry, thank you for your openness and honesty, quite profound and touching. Dovetails very nicely with Love 2.0 energy that you recently channeled.
🥰Eine liebevolle Umarmung 🤗und von ganzem Herzen DANKE fürs teilhaben lassen❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
….allesLiebe❤️BeatrixChristine
Thank you Geoff for sharing so open heartedly. I believe that is important to me and to all of Shaumbra. You showing your anxieties and doubts as much as we do on this journey. That is what makes you a good leader of the pack. Of a pack that rebells against any leader that is 🙂 not an easy position to have.
I am so grateful for all that you and Linda and the staff have managed to hold and do over these years. I think all of us had extremely high expectations both about HC and Mastery. So, to find out that it is a bit different (like Adamus has said all along) I guess finally is setting in.
I too seem to attract more SES in certain areas of my life (work primarily), and I need to remind myself of the saying “moth seek the light”. In order to be transformed…. so said Tobias during the SES classes. I remember thinking about that then, feeling a bit afraid, but then thinking that I would be fine if that happened. I could handle it.
Well here it is. And it is tough. It is a constant going back within and sorting out what is mine and what is yours. But thankfully, I spend less and less time agonizing over it. It gets easier to let go every time.
BRAVO for you sharing and thank you. I hope these words can be of some comfort or support. We are here too…Bit hug
Thank you, dear Geoffrey. It helps to know the deeper meaning of my inner challenges too. I send you a big hug.
Dear Geoff,
As I began reading your article it was as if the floodgates had opened to uncontrollable sobbing. Your words brought to light the feelings and thoughts I had been hiding from. So grateful for your honesty and vulnerability. It allowed me to be honest with myself and purge myself from the crap I had been holding onto. And yes, the fear and anxiety of my own magnitude and magnificence, knowing that changes everything! Much gratitude to Kuthumi as well!
Just in time Geoffry! Thank you so much for sharing! It went very deep🐋🙏🏼✨
Right in the middle!
Love the audio format and great article. Thanks you for this message.
Gracias por compartir su vulnerabilidad, ha servido para darme cuenta que no soy, yo sola la que está experimentando esa sensación de ¿que pasa?
El compartir su experiencia ha traído mucha claridad. Namaste
Dear Geoffrey, dear Shaumbra,
How amazing to hear this conversation by knowing that all of us have had a major breakthrough last night in my dreamstate! I wasn’t aware of what we where dealing with, and now I know, because you named it (WWWM)! And I just like to let you know that we have alltogether stood there and shouted: “No More!…”
It felt hurtful to do so and at the same Moment Absolut clear and without another choice! We where standing inside the House and WWWM outside! We knew this is 100% true! Absolut Housecleaning! Absolut Cure! It left our House and now the room can be filled with Truth… WIARWU has arrived…(What is absolutely Right with us)… I had no clue what last nights dream had been all about until I had spoken with my Husband for clarification and I did listen to you…
Thank you for everything, Thank you for us, Thank you for all!
I am Love with you
I am Love with us
I am that I am
Your Beloved
Dear Geoff, I am very grateful to read your story with Kuthumi: I finally understand my tourbulence with WWWM and the physical pain that has persisted since Havens Cross.
I allow my light, the new light, to be present: What bliss to feel this ….
Thank you.
Sophia
This has actually been a year full of extremes for me. I’m grateful to you Geofrey for sharing your feelings and struggles through this past year. You have energized me with new inspiration for what we all know is coming.
I will add, that without being guided to the CC when I was. My life would not be full of the happiness, confidence and knowing that I am worthy of my roll during these times. People who need to hear me are being guided my way and as they leave me there is no doubt another “light” has been turned on
I love you❤️🙏🏻✨💐
Thank you so much Geoff, it was so touching!! And your voice extra soft and with melodic!!
Bu bilgi için hepinize sonsuz teşekkür ederim. İyi ki varsınız ve yalnız değiliz 🙏❤️🙏
Umarım Kuthumi seni böyle sık sık ziyaret eder 🙏❤️🙏
Geoff & other Shaumbra: My Shaumbra-hubby found the following book an interestingly accurate description of himself [pertaining to this post of Geoff’s], & some of you may notice similarities in yourselves. Book is by a therapist, Dr. Robert Glover entitled, ‘No More Mr. Nice Guy’ [a ‘Mr. Nice Guy’-syndrome experiencer himself]: https://www.drglover.com/no-more-mr-nice-guy.html
Paradox, gentlemen!!! You, Jeff, have been channeling Saint Germain himself with ease for many years, but you can’t get to channeling your Soul, like me, like all Shaumbra!!! Do you have anything to say to this buddy?! Thank you!
Beautiful article, thank you Geoff. Kuthumi’s description of the WWWM virus and how it impacts Shaumbra explains so much about my own life, and my darkest times. Yet I know those dark times also were the catalyst for my greatest realisations and some grand creations.
Even the dark WWWM times are simply another part of our human experience.
And the voice of the virus IS NOT YOU!
Than you again Geoff for these compassionate and insightful articles.
Thank you Jeffrey, I have been saying and writing what you just wrote for a long time and I live it every day!!! you confirmed that all Shaumbra have the same illnesses before Realization and Self-Awareness!!! Unfortunately, Adamus got a lot of things wrong, and it led Shaumbra to Absolute fucking Total Disappointment!!!! And they trusted him, forgive me…..
Dear Geoff,
I am very touched by your article. It so reminded all of my being why we are here. It is an honor and a joy for me to collaborate with you in the Crimson Circle.
Thank you both, Geoff and Linda, for ALL that You are and ALL that you do.
Thank you for your courage at the time of the Apocalypse and revealing all that Adamus brought forward
Thank you for your care for Shaumbra
Qué ironía! Si Geoff, teniendo al lado a energías humanas ascendidas siempre a su alrededor (las cuales pueden despejar dudas o simplemente acompañar su “penosa travesía”) se siente “confundido” “apagado”, o lo que sea, IMAGÍNENSE a aquellos que sólo se tienen así mismos….jejejjejejejee…me reí con su relato…
Thank you, Geoff❤❤❤❤
Gracias Querido Jeoffrey!!!! También lloré al leerte pero de un profundo alivio. Abrazo inmenso.
Obrigado querido irmão!
So beautiful, potent, profound, touching! Thank you Geoff and company. Much love to all!
Sally
Absolutely beautiful. Thank you so much for this much-needed exploration, and for everything you do. And thank you for recording these in addition to writing. It resonates more deeply within me when I hear it. Much love (2.0)!
OMG, thank. you Geoffrey for opening up that deeply, this wwwm was nagging me all my life, to the point where I just gave up on inspirations on all levels and just kind of vegetated, and yes even worse in 2023. The frequency of your voice enabled or switched on the LED bulb in me, I’ll follow the inspiration and let the new light shine from inside out, being a modern pirate with a light sword ( just like in Star Wars ). Sending you and Linda and the whole blessed time the new led light.
beautiful waves of light
thanks you
Thank you so much, Geoffrey, for your honesty. I’ve been going through much the same thing and assumed I was the exception and was doing it “wrong.” My eyes have been opened and my spirit lifted.
tears and empathy 😭
~ Korea Shaumbra 🙏
Thank you Geoff, I love to listen to your voice.
” We are the light of the World”
My initials being LED🙏
Deep gratitude to you, because without you, I and many Shaumbra might be stuck with WWWM permanently.
Thank you Master ❤️❤️❤️For being who you are and for sharing with us your wisdom and experiences. This is indeed what most of us still feel like 🙂 Thank you 🙏 and thank you Kuthumi for the message 💎💎💎
Olá querido Geoffrey, amo seus artigos porque sempre me trazem clareza e por colocares em palavras os meus sentimentos e os meus desafios. Muito obrigado por todo seu amor e dedicação aos Shaumbras. Aproveito para agradecer também a todos do CC pelo suporte. Não consigo nem imaginar como estaríamos sem todo esse apoio. Todo meu amor e minha honra pra vocês. Um grande abraço
Exquisite beauty. I so admire your vulnerability, courage, fierce attitude. You are a great storyteller. Thank you Geoff! My admiration and gratitude for all you do for us, shaumbra, Khrist Family. You are so loved, admired, and such a Great MASTER!
Gracias por tanta luz
Thank you very much, Geoff, for your very honest sharing. Felt much empathy and love (2.0). Your walking story with Kuthumi added very much to my own clarity about this WWWM issue! …. Thank you!
Very cool article and well written. It truly touches the heart. A BIG thank you!!
In the middle of the audio i screamed out loud: Adamaus said it is going to be easier after HC ! ( Yes he did ) Your Future Self will join you and what not. It was a Big Mistake! All the banging the drum for nothing. It was/ is very disapointing.
Thank you Kuthumi for being honest. Namaste 🙏
btw, how is it possibel that Adamus can predict the Future for humanity ( Prognost) but not coming issues for Shaumbra? ( Gravity) I clearly remember when he said: U Need 3 Things: SES/ Anschester/ Aspects. Thats it. And know what!? One carrot after the other. 😔
Thank you for this. I am refreshed and inspired by this wonderful message.
Geoffrey, I so appreciate your honesty about your personal experiences. Thank you 🙏💗
Just now read and listened to this…and it’s perfect timing. Thank you so much!
Whammied indeed #Bullseye Oh did this article and topic hit home. Thanks, as always, Geoffrey!
Dear Geoffrey, thank you so much!
So happy to hear from you and Kuthumi. He has given me help as well. Bless our loving ascended team! Bless our communion! Keep it coming…
Never before I had such pain in my body since HC. Thank you Geoff for your article, now I know, that NOTHING is wrong with me ….
Many thanks, brother Geoff, for your transparency and honesty. What you shared helps me immensely. I appreciate that there simply is no way to poke holes in any of these teachings and Guidance is always available. Yesterday I inquired about prayer for others (which I did a lot in years past) and was inspired to find the answer on the CC website. The answer is pure and simple – let/allow them (and us) “find their way back to Home, back to Self”. And…as you said in your article: “Another symptom is taking on problems that really aren’t yours”. While our human experience feels complex, difficult, and painful at times, there is nothing wrong with any of us.
Much, much love to you!
Thank you again for share your story Jeffrey, you are just human With Light on the earth 🌍 with limitations. It was first time for me read something from Kuthumi and I love him ❤️❤️❤️.
That was deeply felt and so meaningful!