Compiled by Carolina Oquendo

Q – Dear Master, like many Shaumbra, I’ve always been somewhat of a loner. I’ve had friends, although not many, and I’m okay with that. However, lately, I’ve been feeling that those friendships – and even the relationship with my closest family – are leaving, as if whatever kept us together no longer exists. I even feel anger or judgement from them (as well as from myself). Why is this happening now?

You’re going through all this dissociation with your friendships, your family, your old karmic connections and then you’re accused of being in some cult, because you’re abandoning a family who f—ks with you all the time and who steals energy from you and, you know, then there’s something wrong with you because you’re saying, “No more. No more that old karma.”

Those aren’t good relationships, a lot of them. They’re really not and you know that, but you’re kind of caught in them, in the past. So many of you have released those things, they really weren’t good for you. 

Ultimately, you’re changing the whole dynamic of family patterns and old friendships and spouses and things like that to set not only you free, but the other person, so you can then be soul to soul, rather than old human karma to old human karma. You’re setting yourself free.¹

Q – Does this mean that I will end up alone?

Loneliness (…) it’s part of the breaking out process. It’s part of the going beyond. And you think you’ve known loneliness in the past, and suddenly loneliness is felt in a whole new way. It’s a beckoning. It’s almost a gravitational pull from mass consciousness, from some of your aspects from the past.

At the core of what’s happening is that human self that you’ve identified with, the human self that was the only thing you really actually knew about yourself, even that’s transforming, appears to be going away – it actually doesn’t, it’s simply evolving – and suddenly there’s such a loneliness. 

It’s not having family and friends, not feeling part of mass consciousness and suddenly even your own human self seems to be going away, an overwhelming sense of loneliness.

This is simply part of the whole process that’s going on. Don’t get too upset about it. It will pass. It’s a transition from where you were, who you were, into what you now become. This sense that you’re totally lonely.

The beauty of (…) what you are doing right now is you’re freeing yourself, but ultimately, you’re freeing them as well. They don’t really understand or know it right now, but ultimately, you’re breaking the chains, a few links here and few links there, but pretty soon it’s like the domino effect. 

This, too, shall pass. It’s just part of the whole process of truly coming into your sovereignty. 

Then you realize you’re never, ever alone. You realize the beauty of all your aspects that are now facets, all your past lives and all your future potentials and all of the other souled beings, but on a whole new level. 

When this loneliness comes, I ask you to be in it. To experience it, not to fight it. Not to try to find your way out, but immerse yourself in the loneliness, because there are treasures within it. ²

The closest relationship you’ve ever had, is with yourself. Now, you’ve had a lot of other wonderful and some awful relationships, but the closest relationship you’re ever going to have is with yourself. 

You may not have realized it, because so much of the self was shut down (…) and you’re going to discover, you’re going to realize that that is the closest best friend you’ve ever and will ever have. ³

Q – It is tough to allow everything that’s been happening in my life and, on top of that, to feel utterly alone.

You’re making a big change after eons of time of not knowing what energy was. That’s what the angels were trying to find out before Earth, “What is energy?” Eons of time of searching, “What is this thing called energy?”

And you’re changing that dynamic right now in this lifetime. I mean, this is the big lifetime. 

So yes, it’s going to be a little bumpy at times, because you’re really flipping, reversing the whole thing with your energy. 

Your orientation to it, your understanding of it, your flow physics with your own energy, you’re changing all that right now. 

It’s monumental. That’s why I say please, please enjoy the experience every day. Stop griping about it. 

Enjoy what you’re going through, because it is really big – developing a new relationship with energy – and soon you’ll come to consciously understand really how to get it to work for you. 

It’s not by thought. It’s not by having some nice positive affirmation – spit! – on that. You’ll come to understand really how energy can serve your desires and your passion. 

Not for the little stuff. Don’t waste your time on the little stuff, but on your real desires and your real passions. Everything else falls into place. ⁴

Sources:

1. Wings 7 ↩︎
2. Merlin I Am 9 ↩︎
3. Transhuman 2 ↩︎
4. Merlin I Am 8 ↩︎

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