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DEAR MASTER ….

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DEAR MASTER ….

Help me understand self-worth


Compiled by Carolina Oquendo

Question: You’ve mentioned before that the human identity is going away. As I have experienced lately, that also means that everything I identified with and whatever I used, whether outside or inside, to help me feel worthy also goes out the door. What will become of the “me” I’ve known?

The identity will not go out of existence. It will just take on a different reality anchor in your life, in your design.

You have tens, thousands – who knows, millions – of reality anchors. Your five senses are a big part of the reality anchor. You have a certain way of looking at things, hearing things, smelling things, touching, tasting things. (…) So these are all ways for you to anchor your reality, yourself.

Your emotions are a huge reality anchor. Your emotions – your anger, your happiness, your laughter, your imbalances. Your imbalances, believe it or not, even though they sound imbalanced, are very balanced. They’re anchored exactly where you put them. The imbalanced emotions aren’t wobbling and wavering and all what you would call imbalanced. They’re very stuck. They’re pillars that you call imbalance. But they’re there. They’re anchors.

Your earlier life experiences are anchors. Your schools that you went to, the teachers, all of these are ways of perceiving reality. All of these are ways of staying in that perception of reality.

Humans don’t like to move those anchors. But, dear Shaumbra, what do pirates think about anchors on their boat? Arrgh. “Anchors are for sissies,” a good pirate would say. “Anchors are for those who don’t want to go anywhere,” a good pirate would say.

[Now is] about releasing the reality anchor. Instead of replacing it with another, something that’s going to keep you held down, it’s going to be replaced with a sensor.

These sensors – the reality sensors – actually are going to be probes for you. They’re going to sense the environment, your situation, your reality. They’re going to provide you with feedback, but not up through here (head). It’s going to be in here (body), feeling feedback, sensory feedback about different potentials.

These are coming from the inside, not the outside. 1

Question: When you say these reality sensors come from the inside, what does that mean exactly?

Sensing what could life be, without anchoring into things like science or math or anything else. In other words, imagining what could life be? (…) It can be anything. 2

Being in this state of mastery – beyond awakening, but truly now into your mastery – will cause you to lose all sense of identity, self-worth, balance, everything. It will get into you. But somehow you’re staying committed. Somehow you’re staying connected with yourself. 3

Question: Lose my sense of self-worth? Haven’t you been drilling into us that we have to leave unworthiness behind?  Now, I’m even more confused.

Self-worth is the way you view who you are. Are you viewing yourself through a clear pure mirror? Or are you viewing yourself through cracked mirrors? Are you viewing yourself as you see others viewing you? Or are you viewing yourself from the perspective of your soul? 4

You don’t need to manufacture self-worth. You know, you don’t have to say, “I’m worthy, because … given these reasons, I’m worthy because …” You just, “I’m worthy.” That’s it. “I am worthy.” 5

It gets down to everything – relationship, jobs, sense of your identity – not self-worth but identity – even your health, everything. Are you really willing to go beyond that identity? 6

Question: But if I let go of my reality anchors, if I lose my identity and any idea of self-worth that I’ve come up with, I won’t have anything left to keep me to in this reality.

What do they tell you when a hurricane’s coming up and you’ve got a boat at the dock? What do they tell you? To throw a few more anchor out? No. To head into the storm, and that’s where we’re going to go.

You go through the releasing of the old linear path, and it is very uncomfortable. So your mind, having been programmed to think through everything, keeps scanning. “What should I be doing next? What will make me worthy?” As I said before, actually, if nothing works, do nothing, because then it’s working.

And can you be alright with the fact that you don’t have to do anything, you don’t have to have direction. 7

The mind is anchored in a lot of mass consciousness. So now you take that anchor, that almost a tethering point away, and the mind starts to go a little wacky. You’ve all experienced that and you’ve laid awake at night, “What’s wrong with me? Why do I feel so dissociated? What am I doing wrong?” 

Nothing at all. You’re simply letting go of that very seductive gravity, and the mind doesn’t know how to handle it. 8

But instead of getting too connected or emotionally involved in it, sit back and watch it like you’d watch a movie. It’s very interesting. It’s the last hurrah, and it’s also everything being brought up right now for wisdom. (…) And it would almost go contrary to what you would think. You’d think that, oh, right now everything would get light and fluffy.

No, but this is the stuff that real angels are made out of.  This is what Ascended Masters are made out of – the grit, the grimy, the dirt all coming up to be cleansed, transformed. 9


Sources:

  1. The e2012 Series, Shoud 4 ↩︎
  2. The e2012 Series, Shoud 4 ↩︎
  3. Kharisma Series, Shoud 8 ↩︎
  4. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 8 ↩︎
  5. ALT Series, Shoud 5 ↩︎
  6. The e2012 Series, Shoud 4 ↩︎
  7. The e2012 Series, Shoud 11 ↩︎
  8. Wings Series, Shoud 6 ↩︎
  9. Emergence Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎
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9 thoughts on “DEAR MASTER – HELP ME UNDERSTAND SELF-WORTH”

  1. Amazing article! For me it was a perfect description of my daily days in the last few weeks! 😅 It was in the perfect time.
    If nothing works, do nothing.
    Just allow & imagine.
    It’s happening all the cleasing of these lifetimes and everything else! I am blooming 😍

  2. What loneliness and sensations so exquisitely expressed through a written experience and a photograph that speaks for itself. This brings me to remember: this is you, this is me. thank you for sharing so much beauty

  3. Awesome 🤩- I love how you come up with new insights by revisiting past shouds. This is very timely since I am in my last meter of 6 years of medical school and of course the last courses are in psychiatry. I watch my divine family and just from my heart connect with them. Thank you for this amazing article. Almira-Irene

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