Compiled by Carolina Oquendo

Question – Dear Master, lately, I’ve been feeling like no matter what I do in this human life, it just doesn’t have the same impact as before, whether intellectually or emotionally. I’ve been used to making things happen or regaining a sense of balance by applying things I’ve learned in life. But that’s not working anymore. Why?

After millions and millions and millions and millions of years of being on cycles that slowly, slowly, slowly change; after millions of years of basically having the same biology and the same mental process (…) consciousness, desire and passion reached a certain point that henceforth everything will have to be new.

And it starts, as you know, with the mind and body, with you personally.

It’s coming to your mind and your mind doesn’t understand it, doesn’t really like it. Your mind is trying to renew. Your mind is trying to trick you and itself into thinking that you’re working on something together and you’re just going to kind of fix things up a little bit in here, you know, call in the psychiatric construction remodeling crew and kind of fix things up, because they got a little out of balance there. And you’re going to slap some paint on it and put in new carpet and try to ignore the bad odor that was always there. Ooh. Yeah, it’s true the mind has an odor. It’s old thoughts. 

Question – But it is so frustrating and scary.

Get used to it. It’s going to be frightening at first, because you’re going to feel like you’re losing it. You’re going to try to go back into patterns. You’re going to try to go back into a lot of the way things were done before, the cycles. You’re just trying to polish the cycles a little bit and make them a little bit better. Forget about it. The mind is going new – a new way of thinking.

You’ve found it out in your own life. When you try to go back and try to do it the old way right now, it doesn’t work. So do something new in your life. Frightening to a degree, but it is so liberating and so new. It is so different. Do something new.

When was the last time you did something new in your life? (…) But something so new, you’ve never done it before; you don’t know what the outcome is going to be. That’s actually a fairly good definition of new – you have no idea what the outcome is going to be, but you’re going to do it. ¹

Question – Actually, what frightens me is that I feel like I’m losing my identity. My mind has always been a source of strength, and now I’m afraid that I’m losing the empowerment and relevance it provided. I guess you could say, I gave it the responsibility of creating my sense of self-worth. You’ve talked about power in the past, and I thought it was already behind me, but I still see that I’m still relying on having some sort of power to keep this human identity.

You’ve been powering through most of your life. You still use power on a tremendous regular basis in your life, but you’re suddenly realizing that it’s not where you want to go. It’s not going to get you what your real heart’s desire is. So you’ve been actually releasing that. And, as you did, as you are doing that, it opens the way for energy – rich, rich energy – to come into your life. ²

With that understanding and with the understanding that there’s no need for power, there’s no need to have to fight for anything in your life, there’s no reason to struggle or to effort – unless you happen to want to just for good old times sake, unless you want to – but literally you can create whatever reality you want by just being conscious. That’s it. ³

But a funny thing happens, you get that little gap there (…) where you say, “Okay, I’m going to get off power,” but ohhh! Then there’s this big gap, a void and suddenly it’s like, “I have no energy anymore and I’m losing everything I have. I’m falling into the abyss because I don’t have the power, old power energy.” ⁴

Power is an absolute illusion, because everything is within, and that which is within attracts all the energy that you could ever need and you never have to steal it from anyone else. But everyone lives in this illusion of power, lives in the illusion that you have to be doing something and that you have to care about something.

I contend that you don’t have to care about a damn thing. Then you’re free to actually enjoy everything. Powerless. Without having to play the games. You can actually finally start appreciating having a physical body and not worry about it aging or getting sick. You can actually enjoy being with other people without worrying about them stealing your energy, twisting you, lying to you, deceiving you and all the rest of that. ⁵

You’re going to feel naked because you don’t have on the suit of armor of power that everybody wears out there. You’re going to feel vulnerable for a moment, and then you’re going to realize there’s no need for that armor anymore. There’s no need for that power anymore in your life. And then you’re going to realize that things just come to you in ways that the human mind could not have dreamt or imagined. It’ll be another challenge. ⁶

Question – So, how do I make that transition less “challenging”?

I know there are so many nights that I work with you and I see you often trying almost desperate techniques, trying to get yourself back together. I see sometimes a tremendous amount of mental force, using sheer will power. I see you using these to try to hold it together, and the one thing I’ll tell you, and I do tell you in our nocturnal gatherings, is don’t try so hard to hold it together. It’s falling apart for a reason.

You will still be here when everything else has fallen apart. You’ll still be the true “I Exist,” no matter what, but all of the other parts and pieces, they come down. It’s part of an evolutionary process. It’s part of a discovery process.

When you try these other things that you sometimes do, you try to hold on to clichés, you try to hold on to old identities, things that might have even worked in the past, it creates a resistance, which makes it even more painful. It perhaps satisfies the mind for a moment and part of you that thinks then you’re doing something. But if you want to do anything, just allow. You’re allowing you, your divine, your true nature. ⁷

Question – So I guess you’re trying to tell me that the only thing left to do, as always, is to trust?

You have no choice but to trust the beyond. You don’t. Why wouldn’t you trust it, unless you put your power, which is an illusion, in something else like God or angels or Ascended Masters or anything else. When it’s just you and you’re going beyond, because you’re the only one that can do it, you don’t have a choice but to trust yourself. And that’s scary as hell, and that’s as beautiful as anything can be. It’s really scary, because you’re not used to it. ⁸

Everything is within you. It’s all there. You don’t need power whatsoever and you’re learning to be true energy Masters. You don’t need it from anywhere else, and that, again, comes from Allowing and is such a relief. It’s such a relief not to have to get it from another person, not to have to get it from possessions, control or hard work. It’s just there. But it’s also a huge challenge. ⁹

Nothing needs to be gotten outside. Nothing needs to be taken from others. 

All energy is already within. ¹⁰

Sources:

1. Walk On Series, Shoud 7 ↩︎
2. Walk On Series, Shoud 10 ↩︎
3. Walk On Series, Shoud 11 ↩︎
4. Walk On Series, Shoud 5 ↩︎
5. Discovery Series, Shoud 3 ↩︎
6. Walk On Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎
7. Kharisma Series, Shoud 8 ↩︎
8. Walk On Series, Shoud 11 ↩︎
9. Wings Series, Shoud 10 ↩︎
10. Walk on Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎

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