Compiled by Carolina Oquendo

Question – Dear Master, you’ve talked about how everything is my energy and that it is all here to serve me. That sounds amazing, and I thought I understood what you mean. However, lately, I’ve realized that I can’t really “understand” or “think” about my energy, as it goes beyond the mind. So how do I integrate this “energy is serving me” idea?

Let’s take a deep breath now – a really deep breath – and open to the energy that is right there and it’s yours. You don’t have to think about it. You don’t have to get all mental about it like, “What does the energy look like?” and “Where is it coming from?” Let’s go beyond that and just breathe it in, absorb in that which is yours.

You’re in your own garden, so to speak. You’re in your own place. It’s all there to serve you. Everything.

That’s how we’re going to go forward in doing what we’re going to be doing. It’s how you come to your light body, to your embodied Realization – a good deep breath letting in that energy into your life, into your consciousness, into your awareness, into your body, into your mind, into everything. A really good deep breath bringing it in. Not thinking about it, not wondering how much you’re going to bring in. 

Take a good deep breath now and feel yourself just absorbing it, kind of like being in a spa, kind of like now you’re just letting it soak in. This is so important to go beyond the talking into the realization of your own energy. There’s nothing on the outside. It’s all yours. ¹

Question – Well, what I usually do (or think I do) is focus on what I feel rather than on what I think. But is that just another layer of my mind trying its best to make sense of all of this?

You’ve been doing it like kind of like you’ve been going through life – one foot on the gas pedal, one foot on the brake. And now we’re coming to the point there’s no gas pedal and there’s no brake. And to the human that’s pretty disconcerting. That creates a lot of unsettled feelings. No gas pedal, no brake. You don’t need a gas pedal anymore in your life. You don’t need to be hitting it or pulling back on it, because it all happens naturally. Now you’re going through life in your vehicle of consciousness, and it responds absolutely appropriately.

Finally [the mind] said, “You’re right. This is limited, and even for me, the mind, the greatest of all things human, this is no fun anymore. We’re just repeating and repeating. We’re pretending it’s a brighter shade of red, but it’s still red, isn’t it? We’re pretending that, you know, we’re more clairvoyant and more intuitive and psychic than ever, but it’s still just mind bullshit.” ²

I ask you now just to feel and observe what’s going on now, as the mind does its shift, opens the doorways. 

It’s funny because, in a way, you kind of look over to the mind and go, “Tell me what’s happening.” And the mind is like, “Uh-uh. This is yours. You’ve asked for this, so I’m staying out of it.” ³

You do not need the mind to validate you anymore.

And you don’t necessarily even need a physical reaction right now to what’s taking place, because that was all associated with the mind, who’s now sitting over there.  ⁴

The greatest battlefield right now for you is in your mind, going back and forth with yourself, trying to figure things out, building more false bridges. Time for that to end. Everything you need is there. Just stop, take a deep breath and let it come to you. It’s that easy. You cannot build it or make it or fabricate or anything like that, but you can stop and let it come to you, and it will. It has to. ⁵

Feel on an intuitive level what’s happening right now.

I ask you to feel into how gentle and graceful this is, whatever it is. Don’t worry about defining it right now, but how gentle and graceful it is.

And then the mind sitting over there is wondering, “Hmm, I wonder if anything is really happening?” But you know. You don’t need the mind to validate you anymore. 

Step back and feel.

There’s going to be times when it feels very wobbly, times when you want to ask the mind to step back in and manage things, times when it seems confusing, because now you’re in ALT reality – you’re mental and nonmental – but understand that this is all a natural process. ⁶

Question – Is that why I’ve lost interest in things lately? As my mind has been letting go of running the show, it feels like very little makes sense anymore, and that nothing really matters.

What really matters?

What matters is having some peace within yourself. It’s been a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot of lifetimes of not having that, the going back and forth in search of that whole question, “Who am I?” And then going through this whole metamorphosis into Realization and staying on the planet. So, a little peace, a little solace, a little joy. That should matter.

Beyond that, not a lot matters. It really doesn’t. It’s so easy to get tangled up into all the stuff going on in life and to still come back to these nagging questions, “Am I doing the right thing? Why do I feel terrible?” Those things, they really don’t matter. You’re wasting a lot of your energy with that constant kind of mental self-evaluation. It really doesn’t matter. None of it.

What matters is you, is the love of yourself, is the joy of staying here on the planet. That’s pretty much it. Pretty much it.

Anything beyond that is a lot of makyo, a lot of spiritual constipation, a lot of wasting your own time. And the thing is when you let all the rest of these things interfere with your life, just the daily issues and things like that, you’d waste a lot of time, but your energy gets directed to those things. You’re like a big magnet for your own energy. It will come. If you want to worry about every little detail, if you want to stress over every little thing, if you’re constantly in that mind nagging of self, the energies will support that. They’re – pfft! – they don’t care.

But if you take a deep feel into it, what really matters? Not a lot. Not a lot. The energies will then realign and support what really matters. What really matters.

A Master starts to realize that things like abundance doesn’t really matter. It actually is no longer even a word in your vocabulary. It’s just there. A Master realizes even things like health don’t really matter. I mean, they do if you’re not in good health. But ultimately, they don’t really matter, because you are in a state of health now, in a state of vibration. You’re going through a lot of stuff, because you’re really going out of the old biology and into your light body, and you’re going to feel it. But it doesn’t really matter. ⁷

Question – I used to have many things that made my life interesting, but not anymore. Are you saying that “just being” will keep me going?

The passion now is not a human passion. It’s – for lack of better words – the soul passion. It’s to be. (…) simply to feel that surge of your Self, of energy and consciousness. That becomes a huge passion.

The passion is letting energy serve you. Period. But don’t think about it, feel it. Don’t try to organize it in the hierarchy of your mind. It will fall apart and won’t work, and then you’ll get really depressed and you ask questions like this.

Start to feel (…) your Self, your beingness, your Self, and watch how energy starts changing. ⁸

Sources:

1. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 2 ↩︎
2. ALT Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎
3. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 11 ↩︎
4. ALT Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎
5. Merlin I Am Series, Shoud 11 ↩︎
6. ALT Series, Shoud 1 ↩︎
7. Illumination Series, Shoud 8 ↩︎
8. Passion 2020 Series, Shoud 6 ↩︎

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