By Moishe Groger

A few days ago (I’m writing this on 10/17/24), I met up with a Shaumbra friend named Hisako Hino to go to the beach. Hisako is a dear friend and one of the Japanese translators for Crimson Circle. We met on a beautiful day and wandered to a secluded beach south of Villa Ahmyo where Hisako was attending a workshop. After a short hike we arrived, and it looked like we had the entire gorgeous beach to ourselves!

The night before I had been feeling so heavy, and that heavy feeling continued through the next morning as we met up. The heaviness was emotional, but I also felt it throughout my body. I was hardly in the mood to be around anyone, but I didn’t cancel. As we sat and enjoyed the beauty, the energies started to flow and we put them into words as best we could. As we openly expressed to each other, the energies opened as well until we both felt so high, giddy with joy. 

Here’s some of what came up for me, a story of human pain, but also profound human beauty, and now ALL coming into resolution in love.

What first came up felt like the wound of a creator. Can we accept the beauty of our creations, no matter what effect they seemed to have on humanity? Like the headbands, can we now truly acknowledge and honor ALL of our creations in love, no matter what old stories we had about them?

The headbands didn’t trap us here, they brought us deeply into this reality so we could have so many sensual experiences with ourselves in physical form, and with nature, and with others. 

The headbands were a beautiful creation and now it’s time to celebrate them so we can move forward with new creations, unhindered by any doubt around what is and isn’t appropriate to create.

Yes, it’s true that the headbands made it easier to “get stuck” here, in other words, to fully focus into this reality. We have tried to “fix” this many times, whether in the times of Tien or the times of Yeshua. We’ve been trying to break out of this reality ever since we put ourselves here. But why? Isn’t this a profoundly beautiful reality?

Even the “fixes” that we offered the planet seemed to at times make things even worse for humanity. Or at best, it just seemed like they didn’t work, they weren’t enough. At least from a human perspective that’s true. Our work in the Temples of Tien wasn’t enough to save the planet from suffering back then. 

But that was for the best, because we came for something deeper. We were scared, but at a deep level we knew we came here for more. The work of Tien has since borne incredible fruit. Each of us continued the work in our own hearts and it ultimately led to Yeshua and Christ Consciousness. 

We kept learning from our attempts and eventually we were ready for the Yeshua experiment. We felt it was time to try love in a BIG way, and work together to ground all that we were discovering about love deeply into the planet.

The Christ seed was like a beautiful, tiny seed of pure love planted deep in the earth. It was so small but it shone a brilliant light on humanity’s shadow. 

It was the most beautiful thing humans had ever created. Actually, it was the most beautiful thing any God had ever created. The most beautiful thing in the universe. It represented the true beauty of humans. It embodied our grandest dreams from the depths of our hearts. 

You’d think that something so beautiful, so full of love, so pure, would only have a joyful, expansive effect on the planet. However, there was a dark side – not to our creation, but to the effect that it had. Of course, this “dark side” is only negative in the eyes of the human story.

Imagine a single drop of pure God-self, dropping into an ocean that felt forsaken by God. The existence of this drop threatened to “destroy” the entire ocean, its identity, its sense of “safety,” its perspective of reality. It was as if the impossible was happening, God visiting the forsaken. 

Mass consciousness (MC): “How can this be? We are worthless trash and will be destroyed by our God.” 

The Christ light was a brilliant combination of awareness and love. It responded: “I see you, ALL of you, and I love what I see. Will you open your heart to me? Will you see yourself through my eyes?” 

There were many who were terrified by this, deeply terrified and in pain, desperate to run away and hide. Humanity had learned to be so unworthy. The unworthiness had grown in MC over time, from feeling forsaken by God, trapped in purgatory (or hell), left alone out in the cold to pay penance. So there was a deep shuddering in the ocean of MC, an instinctive, animalistic recoiling, then a massive wave pulling away from the seed, building into a tsunami. “Where can we hide?”

There was nowhere to hide on this small planet. As love reverberated around the globe over time, so did the desperate recoiling. There were many who weren’t ready for love and clarity – not ready to acknowledge the things that were unveiled in the light of this seed, not ready to be worthy, not ready to face anything, but having nowhere on the planet to run to.

The recoiling has taken on various forms over time, like Hitler. Movements among communities that speak the language of human pain. Recoiling in pain and fear, “I’m not ready, I’m trash, don’t look at me, don’t love me.” Hitler represented the collective pain that surfaced from those who couldn’t accept unconditional love. It was a predictable response in a way, like how a tsunami is predictable after a great earthquake. There’s a physics to it, it’s a wave of pain that swelled in response to a deep shakeup in the collective. The spotlight that we brought to this planet shone so brightly on the unworthiness of humanity, and it was agonizing for many because it made them aware of their own self-rejection. For many, self-harm was preferable and less agonizing than love, for the love felt too dangerous, painful, and impossible.

We felt grief and dismay watching this recoiling, the suffering on the planet from those who couldn’t receive the love and light that we planted.

However, we made such a wise choice to plant the Christ seed when we did. It probably would have been much worse if we waited any longer to shine that light. It would have been worse for the planet if we held back out of fear of the consequences, for they were not important. What was important was that we followed our knowingness around what to do and when. 

We chose to embed this seed of love on the planet for those who were ready, even though it would cause suffering for some. In deep compassion and wise knowingness, we saw that the unworthiness would grow even more if we left it alone. It would become an even worse monster on this planet that we loved so dearly. Better to shine our light on it now than to wait. 

We did not create the pain that others felt when our light shown so brilliantly; rather we just ripped off the band-aid and aired out their wounds. Through this vehicle of Yeshua, we urged our brothers and sisters with all the passion we had within us to let themselves SEE themselves, and love what they see.

Now in this lifetime, we came in with a strong Christ light and felt ostracized as a result of the light we carried. For many Shaumbra, our own families didn’t know how to handle us, or how to handle the uncomfortable things our light brought up within them. For many of us, an old aspect came up again, the perspective that perhaps we did something wrong if we’re triggering others around us.

Our pure light was seen as demonic by some, and certain aspects of ours agreed. If our past creations resulted in humanity being “locked” in their minds, or in mass suffering like the holocaust, then perhaps we created wrongly. Perhaps, yet again, we made a mistake.

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But of course, nothing could be further from the truth. The “negative” side to the headbands is nothing but an old, limited story. In fact, ALL of our creations are deeply beautiful. It’s because of the headband that we can sit by the ocean and JUST be a human by the ocean. It’s the difference between dreaming of a beach day and having a beach day! There’s SO much more amazing sensuality in having a beach day as a human, 100% here in this reality. 

There’s so much beauty, so much wisdom that we could only have by committing 100% to this amazing physical experience. We were never actually trapped or forsaken, we just dove deep into the waters of physical reality in order to have a beautiful, joyful experience.

The headbands are amazingly beautiful and profound in their fulfillment and truth. The fulfillment of the headbands is a pure love that nothing can destroy or block. The fulfillment is a love affair between divine, pure consciousness and physical form, now coming to the place where our God self can be physical, where we no longer need to hold consciousness and energy as separate within us.

The fulfillment of our deep and meaningful experiences in the world of apparent separation is that even our formless can play and discover using form. Even our formless can come into form without fear, continually falling in love with itself within the mirrors of form. 

Never forgetting its formless nature, in this love it will never lose itself even in a myriad of mirrors. It can play with itself with abandon because it has learned the truth of itself and of love. No need to hold any part of itself separate from its creations, now it can fully BE its creations. 

Can you imagine? The reunion between your I Am and all it has made, no longer any separation between the two. To consciously be aware of a glass of water as your I Am, and for your I Am to be aware of itself as a glass of water. This is separation, fulfilled. This is what is possible when we fall in love with all our creations, including the grand act of separation.

The fulfillment of separation allows a more “real” and sensual experience of our true selves, not just a dream like a beach day without a headband. Our essence, our inner source, made real.

But what if we let our light fully blast forth and it’s too much for the planet to handle? Is it safe for us to now be uncompromising in our brilliance? Will it not destabilize the planet further in this time of chaos?

The difference now is that within you, you have allowed wisdom into your reality. Wisdom is the result of falling in love with your creations; it is the fulfillment of those creations. In wisdom, your creations come into completion and a deep sensual warmth. With wisdom, the energies in this reality are no longer just dualistic. There’s a new neutral component that works with the wisdom to automatically rebalance energies as needed. 

In other words, there is now “room” to form connection and flow between anything. The neutral component forms the space, and the space is filled with wisdom. This both cushions and connects, allowing harmonious connections between energies that would previously have been totally incompatible. New, graceful paths are now always possible because of your wisdom. In wisdom, there is always a beautiful resolution that’s available.

This means we no longer need to hold back our light, our creations, our grandness in any way. This is what allows us to step back from our roles in the other realms and just live in joy, wide open, trusting that our energies will serve us in grace, even here.

We can be free to create again in joy, without concern for what will come of it. We can release the old responsibility to the planet, the old need to be careful with what we choose to bring in to this reality. We can release the old self-doubt, the endless questions and concerns of the mind. And the more we celebrate our past creations, the more free we become.

Now we are in a time of fulfillment. A time when all our past lives are discovering their self-love, their joy. A time when all of our dreams of what can be are coming to fruition – dreams from before Earth, from Tien, from the times of Yeshua, and so much more like times in the monasteries and convents, times of being artists or spiritual teachers. Speaking of our past lives, now is time for our shared Yeshua past life to also have all his dreams come true. So many cycles of completion are all happening now, all at once… in so much gratitude, relief, and joy.

All the dreams are coming true, Now. This is the time for all our dreams from all our lives to come true, and even our dreams from before physical reality to come true. 

This is the time for all of our experiences to melt into self-love and self-pleasure. This is a time of magic and unveiling, first within each of us. This is a time of stepping into a brand-new reality, for each one of us. Now experiencing the total fulfillment of our creation that we call the physical/human reality.

May I share an invitation of love, from me to you?

First, fall in love with your headband. As Adamus would say, the way out is through. Nothing about this physical reality or humanity has been a mistake, so let yourself fall in love with all that you have ever experienced or created within this reality. 

Second, imagine the fulfillment of your headband and all of your experiences as a human. How does it feel for all of your dreams – and the dreams of all of your lifetimes – to come true?

Lastly, enjoy the magic!

Thank you, it’s been a deep honor and pleasure to create with all of you. ❤️