WHAT FEEDS YOU?

By Tobias

TOBIAS: Once you understand what feeds you, what sustains you, then you can begin to understand your belief systems, your consciousness, and begin to truly change it.

So, what feeds you, Shaumbra? Let us discuss that, and not from the point of judgment, or right or wrong. Simply what feeds you. 

You know your physical body is fed by the food that you put into it, but how does it feed you? Observe what you are thinking or feeling as you put it in. Be aware of how you feed your body, how it goes in, how it feels, what you are thinking as it goes in. There is a direct relationship to the beliefs that you have as the food is going in.

It is all consciousness. It is all about how you are feeding yourself as a human spiritual being on Earth right now. The food feeds the body, but you are feeding consciousness at the same time, digesting a whole set of belief systems, whether they truly serve you or not. It is about recognizing what you are doing right now in your life. 

Now, let us look at many of the other ways that you feed yourself.

Are you feeding yourself with anger? Many do. Anger is a very strong, a very dualistic energy, and it comes into your life. Yes, anger can feed you. It feeds the spirit and the consciousness.

Sometimes you feed yourself with laughter. It sustains the spirit. How are you bringing it in? Why are you bringing it in? How does it feed you? 

Everyone gets fed. Everyone brings in energy, human or angelic. Once you understand how you’re being fed, how you’re bringing energy into your reality, then you can understand how consciousness is shaped, how belief systems define reality, and how then you can expand outside of what you believe to be the limitations of reality.

Victimhood is a very delicious food, isn’t it? You like to be victims. Oh, you complain about being the victim. You blame others, outside energies that are keeping you down and out. You are feeding yourself with victim energy. That’s not so bad. It allows you to play an incredible role. It allows you to not have to face the high potential of who you are. 

There is no judgment in this. We’re only asking you to take a look at how you feed yourself.

Some of you feed yourself through accolades from others who praise you for being a loving and wonderful human being. You need that food from the outside, those who tell you how awesome you are. It is a fun thing to do, unless you get so addicted to that energy of praise and thanks and acknowledgment from others that you have to continue seeking it out. 

Some of you feed yourself creatively. You love doing creative things because it brings about an energy. It feeds you; it sustains you. You are at your core a Creator being. So, when you do things like painting, when you do things like even a sketch on a notepad in a boring meeting, that is feeding a creative desire deep within you. 

Money is an incredible energy unto itself. Money can be addictive. Money can also be a beautiful thing. The money itself is just paper, but the energy of money can feed you. 

Status is interesting because most of the time those who are fed by status don’t recognize it. They are fed by their status in the community. Being seen as the best in the neighborhood, the best in the community, the best in the state, feeds their energy. 

Self-righteousness is another way of feeding yourself. Again, no judgment. Self-righteousness can be a wonderful energy to play with, as long as you recognize that it is just a game.

How do you feed yourself, Shaumbra? Perhaps, with a book. Perhaps with television. Perhaps with a movie. When you’re deeply engrossed in any one of these entertainment things, you are feeding yourself. 

Some of you love the drama. You feed off of it. Either you’re intimately involved in it, or you’re on the periphery of drama from others. Perhaps you say, “Why does there always seem to be drama around me?” It is because you are feeding off of it. It is a very strong, seductive, dualistic energy. It feeds your spirit, your reality and your consciousness.

Some of you feed yourself on work. You work very, very hard, long hours. You’re always working. You justify it. You say, “But I have to work. There is so much to do.” You are just feeding yourself. You like that work energy in your life. It’s serving a purpose. How is it feeding you? What energy is that hard, hard work giving you? What is it doing to sustain your spirit and your being?

Some of you love to gossip and talk about others. There is an energy of gossip that is very real, very potent, very, very strong. How is it feeding you? What is it doing? 

Depression. Now, a lot of you will say, “Depression doesn’t feed me. It takes away from me.” Oh, not at all. It is like a very thick, heavy soup. It is feeding you somehow. It is a type of spiritual food. Take another look at it, what is behind this energy of depression? Why is it in your life? Why is it a constant battle and a challenge?

Relationships – how do they feed you? How does the energy of your partner feed you? Or your children? Many times, you tell us that your partner is taking away from you, keeping you back. No, your partner is feeding you. Somehow, some way, an energy there is serving you. It is helping to support and sustain your consciousness and sometimes even your illusions. It is serving a purpose. 

Gaia feeds you all the time. That is what Gaia is here to do. She feeds you an energy, not just for your physical being, but for your overall spiritual, mental, physical. Some of you discover that when you go for a walk in the woods or out to the ocean. Ask yourself next time, “How is Gaia feeding me?” Every entity needs a sustaining energy. So, how is Gaia serving you in your life? 

Some of you have suffering in your life, physical or emotional. You say you don’t like it, but if you didn’t truly want it, it truly wouldn’t be there. You’re bringing suffering in at some level because it feeds you. 

Joy is an energy. It can feed very well. Many of you receive joy in your life, and it feeds you just like any of the other energies do.

Religion – one of the most toxic foods of all. Religion can feed those who are in that belief system. It continues to reinforce what they feel about themselves, their reality and their consciousness. 

You’re sitting here right now, sucking off the tit of Shaumbra, feeding yourself. This energy of Shaumbra, of Crimson Circle, of Tobias and the Crimson Council, it is a food. Again, no judgment. Why are you bringing it into your life? What is it doing for you? 

Once you understand how you’re feeding yourself, then you understand how your reality is being created, then you can understand how to change that reality.

You feed yourself through the air. Breathing is an incredible way of feeding yourself. It feeds your reality. It feeds your dreams and desires. Breathing feeds your spirit.

Sleeping feeds you. It’s not just about resting. There is an energy associated with sleep and dreams that is feeding you. 

You feed yourself through your health and health issues. If you are constantly sick, constantly getting colds or the latest and most fashionable disease, you are feeding yourself with that energy somehow.

Perhaps, there are continuous struggles in your life. Well, that’s feeding you, one way or the other. You are deriving energy from it. It is helping you to shape and form consciousness and eventually reality. 

When you go out and take a long walk, you’re being fed. 

Love being fed, by the way. Love it. It is just energy that is coming in to serve you, to help you shape your reality. 

Your pets, they’re feeding you, not just with love, not just with acceptance. There is another exchange taking place. How is that pet feeding you? 

Some of you get into that low self-esteem energy; it’s a way to feed yourself. But my gosh, there is tastier food out there than that! It’s just a food, Shaumbra. It is just something that’s feeding you.

Everything you do in your life is about feeding yourself. Whether you are the victim or the victimizer, whether you are the creative or the intellectual, whether you are the child or the parent, all of it is feeding you one way or the other, creating your reality. So, when you are ready to change your reality, when you are ready to change consciousness, you have to be aware of how you are feeding it in the first place.

You’re going to find that the feeding of self comes from Self. It comes from within, from the divine to the human, from the divine to the one that was always feeding you from the very beginning, sustaining your life; the pure, single breath of spirit that has always fed you. 

Then, you can start disconnecting all of those other feeding tubes. They were just getting in the way, hindering you. You’ll find that things start truly changing. You feed from within. You don’t need it from the outside. Now, you have so many more new and free choices. Your reality will seem so fluid, so open, so malleable by you, the Creator. It’s very simple.

And so it is.

Excerpts from Clarity Shoud 4