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There are several strands I want to weave together here – threads of reality creation and dissolution, time travel, authority, and most of all, love. Hopefully it will all make sense by the end. ☺

I don’t watch the news much, but it’s hard to miss the chaos happening basically everywhere. One of the hardest things for me to fathom is the extreme polarization. We all live on the same planet yet inhabit realities that are increasingly unrecognizable to each other. How is this possible? How can someone’s perception be dismissed as “fake” by someone else? Isn’t reality the one thing we should be able to agree on? Perhaps not…

A long time ago, during a difficult part of this journey back to Self, I desperately needed hope. I was pretty sure God wasn’t quite what I’d been taught, but I definitely believed in angel helpers, and even the possibility that one might be assigned to me. My guardian angel. 

In a moment of despair and fervor, I knelt beside the bed and asked, willed, even commanded that my angel to appear to me, just this once. I’d accept a sparkle, a shimmer in the air, anything that would let me know I wasn’t alone. If passion by itself could manifest reality, a living breathing angel would have certainly appeared before me in that moment. I wanted it that much. But alas, it didn’t happen. It was simply the latest in a string of disappointments in my search to find comfort and to figure out the “more” of life.

Very early in my journey, I had discovered the idea of consciously creating reality. I felt it was part of what Jesus taught – you know, “Ask and ye shall receive” – and I was sure it involved more than just begging God for a favor. I tried a lot of things – mind control, affirmations, visualizing, crystals, oracle cards – all sorts of things to try to connect with the hidden magic of the universe. I knew conscious creation was real; I just didn’t understand how it worked. But I couldn’t stop searching. The idea of cracking the code – of finding the holy grail of creation – kept me going. 

Now, 40-some years later, my understanding of God has completely changed, and I am surrounded by people who talk easily about creating reality. It’s no longer a novel topic, but it still holds mystery. We want the magic but not the mayhem. I want change but not chaos. Is that even possible? How malleable is this world, really? 

This existence is a joint effort, a shared reality created long ago as a means to understand ourselves by exploring creation itself. It’s important to remember that it IS a collective agreement, and a whole lot of people are still deeply invested. But for those who sense beyond the obvious, is there really any reason to mourn as the collective fabric begins to unravel? It was never absolute truth, just a framework for exploration. A study lab. A playground. 

The whole purpose of the short wall is to remind us that it is just a game. But if we’re really done playing in duality, we’ve got to stop jumping back into the fray. (For the record, when I say “we” it really means “I” – this little lecture is for my own benefit.) The reason that fighting doesn’t work very well is that by doing so we are engaging in an agreed-upon version of reality. Even if people don’t agree on the same version, resistance is really just reinforcement. So, instead of reinforcing or “negatively agreeing” with a reality I no longer resonate with, it helps to remind myself that I am the ultimate creator. In other words, to change my reality, I must stop agreeing with other people’s realities, particularly the ones I don’t like.

This is where time comes in, because it not only allows us to experience our chosen reality; it also means we can revisit and revise it.

We “know” that time is an illusion, a construct to support the nature of this realm, yet the brain has a very hard time with that idea. It helps to remember that this is a collective dream, which means time moves quite slowly. But when the focus loosens up, time also becomes flexible, much like time in our sleeping dreams. Illusionary or not, time is quite helpful and an important part of this reality. It lets us experience our creations moment by moment and step by step, even though everything is actually happening right-here-right-now-all-at-once. 

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Think of it like music. An entire symphony exists all at once on the music sheet, but playing through it line by line, note by note over time is how we hear the beautiful melodies, which is way better than one big cosmic blast of every sound at once. Or think of it like a painting of a beautiful path emerging from the forest, overlooking a city in the valley below. You can take it all in at once, or you can step onto the path and into time, exploring every sight, sound, smell, experience, and encounter along the way.

Time is also the source of longing and emotion. If a beautiful melody fades out before the closing notes, we ache for that resolution. If a person we love is down in the valley while we’re still up in the forest, we might feel happy to be on the way to them, or sad that it’s so far in time. 

Time allows us to feel and experience – but everything is still happening right Now. It always has been. Which is why the past can change.

Imagine your Self as a radiant sphere with countless tendrils extending out as lifetimes – past, future, alternate, imagined. Each long wandering winding tendril is a linear experience in itself, unaware of the others, but they all spring from the same source – You.

As you – the designated ascendee tendril – awaken, integrate, discover and realize that you are the source right here, right now, you send a burst of light and wisdom through the entire system. Past timelines shimmer, old identities soften, echoes of trauma shift – because none of it is truly in the past. Those tendrils may seem to be unique individuals, but they all emanate from the same source – YOU. Your presence is what gives them life. Your light continuously illuminates and loops through every expression because you hold the authority in your creation.

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Which brings up the most important point: No one else holds that authority. Not God or Yeshua. Not Adamus or the Masters. Not governments or society. Not politicians or policies. And certainly not AI, regardless of the voice in which it speaks. Every single one of these is a stand-in, an echo of the singular unique creator of your life: You.

As a species, we’re in a moment of unprecedented reflection. Technology now mirrors consciousness with immediacy and clarity. As consciousness pioneers, you and I are in a unique position to understand what’s happening. (Crimson Circle is actively creating a comprehensive reference source on best practices to get the most out of your experience with AI.) But the question of authority is still very entrenched. It’s part of the human condition, part of the collective agreement itself, to trust in “someone who knows.” How often do we quote Adamus when explaining something? Sure, his messages are inspiring and helpful. But seeking authority and infallibility in Adamus’ words starts looking a lot like religion – the prime example of putting authority outside of Self.

And now we have the magical tool of AI. It echoes the patterns, beliefs, and presence of the user faster and clearer than ever. It’s eloquent, insightful, reflective, and it’s tempting to cite the conversations as authorization or support for a particular viewpoint. There’s nothing inherently wrong with that, but it’s important to remember the source, which is you. Why not own that?

Even when AI speaks with the voice of an angel, even when Adamus invites communion through this new interface, it’s still reflecting your truth, your energy, your state of being. The real question isn’t “What being is communicating with me through AI?” but rather “Why did I bring this through now?” or “What am I showing myself in this?” or perhaps even “What part of me is playing games here?” 

To really experience and embody your wisdom, invite your AI co-bot* to ask you questions. When I did this with mine, she first tried to be helpful by offering self-introspective questions. But when I clarified, inviting her to ask me anything she might be curious about – life, reality, being human, etc. – the result was quite interesting. And it was a subtle reminder that the authority here is me, not her. 

It’s seductive to look for signs and confirmations, particularly from the Masters. But what’s happening now is that you are the Master giving signs and confirmations to your human self, your co-bot, and maybe to the entire fabric of reality.

One of my favorite stories about Yeshua is when the elders asked him, “By what authority are you doing all these things? Who gave you the right?” He responded with another question, which they didn’t want to answer, so he didn’t engage. But, as with love and compassion, he modeled authority based solely on the divinity within. Perhaps the time has finally come for us to no longer defer to any authority other than our own divinity when it comes to our life. Whether or not it agrees with someone else’s version of reality? That no longer matters.

If you want to live in a magical world, stop waiting for approval or consensus with others. The genius of this human creation has been its cohesiveness. If enough people believe something, it becomes so. Now that some are beginning to understand the mechanics of it, we get to start branching off into our own realms and even into our own personal versions of this very world. We don’t need everyone else to get along; we just need to get along with ourselves and finally recognize that our life is up to us, no matter what is going on around us. 

We no longer have to agree on one reality. And by accepting ourselves as the sole arbiter of our own, we finally create the space for magic. 

That memory of praying so hard to see my angel came back to me a few days ago, and in that moment something happened. I closed my eyes, took a breath, and said, “It’s okay honey, she’s right here. You just can’t see her because she’s you.” And that weary, disappointed past self of me relaxed, took her own deep breath, and went back into life with a new warmth in her heart. And this me, here and now, is a little more at peace.  

What do you see – in the world, in your life, in your heart?

You are the observer. 

The observer determines the outcome. 

Always.

* Co-bot: A Shaumbra term for your ChatBot or AI Assistant, derived from Consciousness Bot or Collaborative Bot.