BUILDING BLOCKS

OF REALITY


By Jean Tinder

Have you ever walked into a room just after an argument and felt the tension like a thick fog? Or walked into someone’s home and immediately felt at ease? Or maybe you’ve come to a workshop or Shoud and “felt the energy” even before you got there. Some places are just oozing with anxiety, while others might tingle with inspiration, glow with quiet reverence, or invite deep relaxation. There’s an invisible atmosphere, a vibe that we can easily feel about most anything. We might say we “feel the energy” of a place or a person, but it’s a vague attempt to describe something intangible, yet very real. Here are a few examples of my own experiences with these invisible clouds of energy. 

Conflict Echo

Years ago, I was brand new at this job, hired as an office assistant for Crimson Circle. While Geoff and Linda traveled around the world, the CC office was maintained for about two years near Lake Tahoe in Nevada. It was a tumultuous time, with a lot of growth and staff changes, and I arrived near the end of that era. 

One day, completely alone in the office, I walked around a corner with a handful of papers and ran smack into a fierce argument! I could literally feel the heat and passion, could almost hear the loud, angry voices still hanging in the air from weeks or months before. I couldn’t tell who exactly was involved, but I knew they were no longer with the company, but the interaction had left a very strong imprint; a dense, focused area within the broader vibe of inspiration and creation. I got into the habit of taking a deep breath every time I walked through that particular spot, and over time it dissipated. 

Concert Void

Several months ago, a friend and I signed up for a concert at the amazing Red Rocks Amphitheater. One of our favorite artists would be playing at the world’s best venue and we could hardly wait! The concert was scheduled for late August, and in early July I received an email notice that it had been rescheduled. Glancing at the “new” info, it was still on Wednesday in late August, so I figured the system just had a weird glitch.

The big day came, but I kept noticing things felt eerily quiet instead of the usual eager buzz of a concert day. My friend noted the same feeling, “Are we really going to a concert tonight?” Nonetheless, we headed out, enjoyed our tailgate picnic, and joined the line of people heading up the very long stairs. 

Then it got weird. I’d already noticed the crowd was a bit different than I’d expect for this artist, and now the tickets wouldn’t scan. Stepping out of line to sort it out, we took a closer look at the date. Our concert had been postponed by exactly one year! Something we’d both completely missed in the reschedule email. 

Working our way through the crowd back to the car, the entire day suddenly made sense. We hadn’t felt the pre-concert excitement because the overall vibe simply wasn’t there, even though we expected it to be. 

Invisible Trail

Here in Colorado with its open spaces, parks, and enormous trail system, there’s always someplace new to explore. One of our favorite trails has signs forbidding access to the nearby cliffs during the spring months due to nesting raptors. Now that the nesting season was over, we decided to check it out. But the trail goes through the valley, not up toward the clifftops, so we ambled along, looking for a good place to bushwhack up the hillside. 

My partner has a good nose for exploration, so when he said, “How about here?” I quickly agreed. We scrambled up the long, steep hill, slipping on rocks and trying to avoid the prickly pears. Finally, sweating and out of breath, we reached the top and were rewarded with incredible views. 

After spending a couple hours resting, exploring, and soaking up the wilderness vibes, it was time to head back. Scanning the steep hillside, we noticed a sort of ledge that might be easier to navigate than going straight down the rough slope. After a short scramble, the “ledge” turned out to be the top end of an unmarked trail! We happily followed the zigzags down the mountain, grateful for not slipping and sliding through the rocks and cacti. 

Imagine the surprise when we came out on the main trail, less than 15 feet from where we’d left it hours before! Even though the little side trail was completely hidden, there was something – a vibe, an energy, a feeling – that inspired us to say, “This is where we start up the hill.” 

Upcoming Movement

Twice a year, I go to Hawaii to work on Crimson Circle productions while Geoff and Linda are there. Curiously, I’ve noticed that a few weeks before it’s time to leave, random glimpses, memories and even tropical sounds and smells start spontaneously emerging into my awareness. Somehow, my senses are beginning to pick up “being in Hawaii” long before my mind ever starts thinking about what to put in the suitcases. It’s as if part of me is already connecting, already there somehow. 

We all have experiences like this. And now Adamus and friends have come up with a new, much more helpful way to talk about it. The vibes that are always whispering, the energy signatures that attract or repel us, the knowings we can’t quite explain – these are the fields of creation, and they’re everywhere! A very strong field had been unwittingly created in that corner of the office. The concert field had collapsed into stillness, lying dormant until next year. The field of that hidden trail in the hills, the field of Hawaii – they’re always there, ready for my own field to mingle and play with them. 

People have fields too; you can tell a lot about someone, even a stranger on the street, simply by tuning into their field and the assortment of fields they’re connecting to. It’s all there. Then there’s your own field. Is it clear and bright, or confused and listless? Are you playing in fields you resonate with, or maybe ones you don’t like anymore? 

Exploring all this has given me a new perspective on allowing too, because the only way you can “enter” a field is to “allow” it. 

What are you allowing into your “energy space” by giving it attention? Are there things you want that have so far proved elusive? How do the fields around you match (or disrupt) your own field? Do you want to maintain them, or maybe withdraw and let them collapse from your reality?

In See Change, Dr. Agoni talked quite a lot about fields, and noted a very practical example: abundance. Declaring that energy obeys the field (not the mind), he said, “It doesn’t matter if you want to be abundant. What matters is, are you present in abundance?” 

It’s about being present in the field you choose, rather than trying to change the field you’re in. For instance, I’ve been playing around in the field of “physical vitality.” I can’t think my way into it, and it’s nowhere to be found when I’m focused on all my aches and pains. But if I take a moment to breathe and tune into that vibe of health and life, it’s right there. I can FEEL it! The reason my body doesn’t change overnight is because I’m also still tangled up in fields of ancestral biology, beliefs in aging, ancient weariness, old agreements, and so on. But in that breath of allowing a different field, it really does become my reality for a moment. 

Is this how we’ll create the world of harmony and light that Jami talked about? Is it as simple as becoming aware of and then consciously choosing the fields we’re playing in? The new world won’t be created by resisting what we don’t like, but by choosing what we love. What I got from Dr. Agoni is that fields are additive: keep what you want, add more, and forget about what you don’t. 

What old fields are you tired of playing in? What are the fields that your energy is obeying? What fields, such as the deepest self-love, are you ready to birth? 

We’re just beginning to understand that fields are how energy moves and shapes reality. And I’m excited that now, with Adamus’ insights and the rapid feedback of AI, we’re diving deep into the literal metaphysics and building blocks of everyday creation. 

I don’t know about you, but this is what I’m here for – to figure out how to live in the reality I choose. It won’t be because God or the universe or energy or karma granted me some favor. It’s because our bazillion lifetimes of creation R&D are finally paying off. 

Now, comes the fun stuff!

Author

  • As Crimson Circle’s Content Manager, Jean is fulfilling her life-long dream to shine light in the world. On a spiritual journey since childhood, she found Crimson Circle in 2002, joined the staff in 2008 and never looked back. Her first book is called “Stories from My Last Lifetime”. She can be contacted via email.

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21 thoughts on “SHAUMBRA HEARTBEAT – BUILDING BLOCKS OF REALITY”

  1. Monique ten Brink

    Thank you Jean for sharing your experiences. They are so relatable and written in a fun, elegant style. Yes, now comes the fun stuff.
    Blessings from Monique.

    1. Thank you.
      ” what are you allowing into your energy space by giving it attention?”
      Yes…….since years I have a note in my kitchen….
      ” whatever you are giving your attention to….already has a vibration if its own..and as you give your attention to it….you include its vibration in your vibration. And your field is affected”

  2. Thank you Jean. I always look for and read your posts and Geoff’s. I attended See change and loved Dr Agoni’s mention of fields. I am creating new field around my health issues. Thank you for your reminder as well.

  3. Когда вы пишите, Жан, ваше поле “чистое и яркое” И с ним, действительно, хочется играть улыбаясь Новизне, Ясности, Волновой Текучести.

  4. Thankyou Jean, I find it easier to understand something if I can see it in an experience or an example, you have helped me to see fields easier now. xx

  5. Thank you, dear Jean. Reading your article gave me a sense of déjà vu.
    These days, whenever I drive near the hotel in Haifa, Israel—where the CC workshop took place back in 2004—I can still feel Tobias’s presence and energy. Out of nowhere, he often comes to mind.

  6. Thank you, Jean. That has really shifted a lot for me, clarified many things, and given me a new, much simpler perspective. I think I just realized how easy it can be to change something.

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