Jean Tinder

It’s interesting to notice how life reflects itself from micro to macro; how “small” things and “big” things flow in similar patterns. As above so below.

As the days get shorter and the darkness grows, I welcome this season of reflection. It’s a time to look back and marvel (or cringe) at the events of the year and look forward to the probabilities, possibilities, and potentials of the future.

Forget bump n’ fill. Sometimes you’ve just gotta go big or go home. Since I’m not going Home any time soon, apparently some part of myself decided it was time for COVID. Up until a few weeks ago I was very proud of myself and my robust immune system, quite sure I would permanently escape the dreaded global fright.

As humans, we’re usually brought up with lots of rules and expectation from parents, teachers, and society, therefore nearly every decision is bounded by what we think is most “appropriate.” If we bring kids into the world, we want to do parenting right – or at least less wrong than our own parents.

In English, “cold feet” is a term that means “loss of nerve preventing completion of an action.” It also means “backing out,” having “doubt,” “second thoughts,” feeling “reservations” about a course of action and “chickenheart,” which essentially means coward.

Everybody wants to know how to create the reality they want. One of my very first steps into awakening was exploring the Silva Mind Control method, which is advertised as “The revolutionary program that teaches you how to use meditation and visualization to change your life.”

When I was a teenager, my dad had a radio show called “This is Life.” He was a preacher and used the radio to share his version of the gospel, a fairly generous take on God’s gift of salvation through faith in Jesus. I don’t really remember much about the show, only that I had a crush on Charlie, the cute announcer guy with an amazing voice.

As long as we’re in human form, whether as a Master or a muggle, there will always be choices to make between things like ease and struggle, grace and strife, love and fear. Being a Master doesn’t mean all the human crap is over, but it does mean that one can choose whether to slog through the crap or step around it.

Although this has been mentioned a few times in the past 20+ years, during the April Shoud Adamus made it very clear that literally EVERYTHING is only in the Now.

Clear communication seems pretty darn important these days, seeing how it (as energy) makes up everything in our reality AND is a critical piece of peace, since conflict cannot be resolved without communication. I’ve been exploring this and would like to share a couple things.

About a week before writing this, someone mentioned to me that, at the just-completed Kasama Reunion, Adamus had talked about the urgent need to shine our light because the coming week would be a very bumpy time.

Do you ever stop and remember what this journey is all about? What it is, exactly, that we’re all doing? The other day I caught a glimpse, thanks to Adamus, and I’d like to share. None of this is new, but somehow, I’m seeing it clearer than ever.

One of the Very Important Projects that we’ve been working on is something called “Content Presentation Reorganization,” or CPR. In essence, it’s the process of looking at, updating and standardizing every part of every item in the Crimson Circle store.

I love my mind. Yes, it gets stuck in patterns, asks endless questions and tries to “protect” me at every turn with unending “What ifs,” but it still wants very much to serve, even when that means opening up to the unknown.

This article has been brewing for more than a month now; a big, complex issue that needed distilling into something manageable, an absurdly simple solution to a lifetimes-long ‘problem.’

I will never forget the moment when I first encountered a Tobias channel almost 20 years ago. Someone had sent a couple of the monthly “Lessons” to my brother, who printed them out to share with me.

After many years on this journey and an endless number of conversations with my Self and others, I’m coming to the conclusion that a single answer can be applied to every life question.

There are two things converging in my world right now, which has made for some interesting experiences. The alchemy is still unfolding, almost too fresh to share. But, well, here we go.

Do you feel it, how fast things are going? The speed is not always obvious, but it’s kind of like being in a train car; even though the immediate surroundings don’t change, you can just sense that the train is picking up speed.

After sharing last month about choosing a moment from the “future” or “past” to experience right now, I received a number of questions. The common theme had to do with wondering if this “time hopping” is any different than setting a goal or intention.

Future. Past. Now. In Time. Out of Time. No Time. Timeless. Æterna.What are we supposed to do with all this stuff about time? Adamus has said that time is the gravity that holds this reality together, which sounds quite interesting. But what’s the practical application? Well, that’s what I’ve been exploring.

It has been said many times that we are here to shine our light and illuminate potentials for others. It’s a noble ideal, but lately I’ve also heard from quite a few Shaumbra who aren’t interested anymore in ‘helping the world’ or ‘being in service.’ I get it. We’ve been there, done that – for too many lifetimes – and we’re tired.

Nathan was stewing. After countless workshops, seminars and classes, he didn’t feel any better off than 10 years ago when he’d first started his spiritual journey, and certainly no closer to enlightenment. Sure, he’d had some magical experiences here and there, moments where he felt like he finally “got it,” but then …