Compiled by Carolina Oquendo

Q – Dear Master, lately I’ve been feeling somewhat ungrounded and weird, like some of the experiences and even people I see and talk with in my day-to-day life don’t make sense at all. Where does this come from?

We’ve talked about it before, but I want it to go on record in the history books, is that 100 percent of the energy that you encounter is yours. There is no outside energy whatsoever.

Humans like to blame other people and like to think that everything is outside of them and that they ain’t got shit, that they have very, very little and they have no control. That is a game. That is a bad game, but it’s a game. ¹

Q – So does that mean that the lack of sense I see in the world, in other people, it’s just my own lack of sense? How does that work when I’m still seeing it outside of me?

It’s mind boggling, because the mind is like, “No, no, no, it couldn’t be, because I see other people.” Actually, no, you really don’t. 

There is a sense of perception that there are other souled beings. You’re perceiving their consciousness, but it’s your energy through which you perceive them. In other words, you’re not really perceiving them. I mean, it’s not their energy. It’s your perception. It’s your big TV show or movie about them.

Imagine that energy is a great big cloud, a mist and it’s all yours. There is a souled being on the other side of the mist that you perceive from soul being to soul being, but the energy between you and them is all you and you’re just perceiving them through your own energy fog or goggles or whatever. But it’s all your energy. ²

Q – If I understand what you are saying, everything is my energy, and I can change what I’m seeing (and experiencing) in my life. How can I do it from a practical point of view?

Life is based on the perception of the observer. What you get in your life is basically how you observe it, how you perceive it, your story. ³

Be the observer. 

Watch how the human self acts and responds. Watch how really it’s been programmed to do so many different things. And it’s okay if it does, but you don’t need to get you all involved in it.

Be the observer, even in this thing with your soul, your spirit. Observe how you have thought of it. Observe how the thing called the soul really works. It doesn’t need you to mediate anything. ⁴

Q – This requires a constant awareness, which I’m not sure I can always maintain.

Don’t think about it, feel it. Don’t try to organize it in the hierarchy of your mind. It will fall apart and won’t work.

Start to feel – I don’t know what you want to call it – but your Self, your beingness, your Self, and watch how energy starts changing. Not about other people – don’t start there with how you’re going to change other people, you’re going to run into trouble – but how just energy around you changes. ⁵

Q – Okay, but it is hard to stay as the observer when I keep feeling weird or even on the brink of craziness.  Because when that happens, I turn to my default mode, which is to try to make it better, and I end up fighting with whatever it is I’m feeling.

When the energy is yours, what are you fighting? Well, you’re only going to be fighting yourself, and what fighting yourself is going to do is make you even more sick. It’s going to confirm your state of imbalance and disease. 

You breathe it in. 

Yes, your illness, your craziness, whatever it happens to be, your lack of abundance, you breathe that in. And I’m not saying that you should say that’s your state, but no more fighting these things. 

It’s all just your energy. Your disease is your energy. Your lack of abundance is your energy. Your lack of self-worth, it’s still your energy. ⁶

Yeah, we talk a lot about energy. That’s because it’s so important right now, as you stay here on the planet, not to continue to struggle, not to go outside for it, but to realize there’s nothing you need to do right now other than to take that deep breath and smile. 

You thought I was going to say “allow,” right? Nah. Just take that deep breath and smile. ⁷

Q – Will this “weirdness” become permanent, or will it eventually improve?

What does it matter? All I’m saying is you don’t have to do anything anymore. You don’t have to regulate your thoughts, monitor whether your emotions are good. You don’t have to balance and check your energies or anything like that. You don’t have to do that anymore. The inertia does it.

So try this. Rather than trying to resist that natural inertia into enlightenment, rather than trying to fight against it (…) Just take a deep breath and go with the flow. 

It’s kind of like hop into the canoe and let the current take you this time, rather than trying to build the river, fill it with water and then fight upstream against it. That’s what you’ve been doing. “I’ve got to dig the ditch, I’ve got to fill it with water, make it flow and then paddle upstream.” No. Hop in the canoe and let’s glide with it from now on. ⁸

The point is you go multi-identity now, and it feels a little awkward at first. Feels like you want to find your ground base, your baseline on things, “Where’s the balance point?” Don’t worry about it. Where you’re at right now, between your body, mind, your spirit, your soul, it all works itself out. 

If there’s any point I can impress on Shaumbra right now – and I’ve tried to do so in so many different ways – stop trying to craft, stop trying to shape sculptures right now, even of yourself as a Master. Some of you are still, oh, you’re trying to do that. 

The Master is very fluid. The Master time travels. The Master is beyond space itself. The Master doesn’t need definition of itself. Just the “I Am, I Exist” is enough for the Master. ⁹

It’s not about saying, “Here’s what I want for the outcome.” The outcome of whatever happens is going to be perfect and it always is. Maybe not in what the old human thought it should be, but it is going to be perfect. ¹⁰

Sources:

1. The Passion 2020 series – Shoud 2 ↩︎
2. The Passion 2020 series – Shoud 2 ↩︎
3. The Alt series – Shoud 4 ↩︎
4. Walk On series, Shoud 11 ↩︎
5. The Passion 2020 series, Shoud 6 ↩︎
6. The Merlin I Am series, Shoud 3 ↩︎
7. The Merlin I Am series, Shoud 7 ↩︎
8. Walk On series, Shoud 11 ↩︎
9. The Art of Benching, Shoud 2 ↩︎
10. The Passion 2020 series, Shoud 1 ↩︎

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